Journey of Falling Stars

  Today I walk away from you, from all of this...

Today you were given a chance, you didn't deserve one, but you were given one. Instead you did your usual, you didn't take ownership of your life, of your actions of how the things you have done and do affect the lives of others. I am not surprised you didn't, I told them you wouldn't, but they wanted to see what you would say.  They found out that I knew you pretty well, even though you think she is me, she is not, I still knew you would not apologize to who you think is me, I still knew you would not change your ways, I still knew you would have not thought about your life and made changes, I knew.  He thought I needed closure so He left so I could come talk to you, but you were not there when I got there. For the better I guess, closure is over-rated.  I have moved on in my life, and I am grateful. What will you do when your game world ends, good luck to you, you will need it. There is not much use for a backward talking fraud in the real world. Grow up, move on.  Realize what you need to do to make your life right, stop pretending, stop living in this fantasy world and get help for what you need to.

I would have never spoken so publicly about your dysfunctional life, so many times I tried to tell myself it was not what I thought it was, but looking back, it was, if I had a way to make a difference to protect your niece from you I would, it isn't right and it never was. You need to get help. You need to stop living in your fantasy world and get help in the real world.

I waited for over a month for you to step up and be a man, but you are a coward, a fraud, and someone who will never be anything but a loser. You hurt me and you know it, and you did it on my birthday and right after I had surgery.  I waited and waited for you to step up, for you to say you were sorry for the way you hurt me, the way you put me down, the way you talked to me after i opened up to you about something so personal, but you are a selfish a**hole who cares only about himself, looking good for himself and pretending to be something he is not.  If you had really loved me like you said, you would have said something, anything, responded to what I said to you.  But what I said was true wasn't it, and you couldn't stand up to the lies you told me, the other life you made.  You said nothing and you had plenty of opportunity to make it right. Karma is a bitch and as they say you get from life what you put into it, you put in nothing but lies and your life will be loveless and alone, it isn't hard to see that you gave up something that could have been great, but I am done waiting for you to realize what you had, you have made your point. The drama you are making now with the people around you will get you no where. Let them listen to your free flow mental breakdowns from your mind and see if they stand by your side and encourage and support you. Enjoy your twisted relationship with your niece, you really need to rethink that one, it is far from okay for a grown man to be doing what you are doing. Not okay doesn't even begin to describe it. I would wish you luck with your life, but why, I was there for you, supporting you, encouraging you, staying up with you while you went on and on, listening, trying to understand, trying to be a friend, hoping me being there helped you to find focus in your life, being there when you didn't seem to have anyone to listen and you shoved me down. I can't be down anymore, it is time for me to stand up and walk away. Done.

For some reason I thought I could make a difference in his life, I was wrong, he wants to continue to be the person he is and I hope that his life reflects back to him all the hurt he has caused so many people.

same lying jerk he will always be

Stupidity is believing in someone who shows you he is a wolf and you think he is something else. He is a low life, lying, jerk, who deserves to have his heart completely destroyed. A wolf will always be a wolf, don't think he won't. Don't believe he loves you, know he is a liar, know he will never be what you hope he will be. He will only hurt you when you are at your weakest and move on to the next victim. You are a fool for believing that a wolf has a gentle loving side that you can bring out, that a wolf will be there when you need him the most, you are filled with the worst flaw of all, stupidity for believing that you could ever find happiness with a wolf with nothing of a heart.