All On Our Shoulders ~Rumi’s Journal~

I just had about a 20 minute panic attack and I don’t know what to do now even tho I have a long list of things that need to be done

Update: just had another one, but shorter this time and I have failed to complete tonight’s hw that’s due. And overall, I’m okay with it, I’m more than okay with not feeling anything after feeling everything, what a fucking night

Same, but not the selfish part, it’s just the nice in me. I feel bad for not helping because I could have helped and they needed the help. And also because there is no one else there to help, so I make sure at least someone does and it just tends to be me

I’m very disappointed in myself, but this is where I am now and I can work with it