when you meet luffy, you think he’s one to be admired, not touched. you see the way he infects everyone around him with his reckless abandon. hanging off shoulders and dragging people to and fro. his crewmates are used to it. they scoff and wiggle under his weight for show: for there’s a sense of relief when monkey d. luffy has his eyes on you. you can tell in the automatic decompression of their shoulders, in the languid way they turn to him—saplings curving toward the sun. 

you see it, and you envy it. respect it. respect him. but that’s the extent of your thoughts on the matter.

you never considered that he would turn his sights on you. 

but he does. 

he picks you up like you’re something shiny, holds you up to the light and squints. and whatever he finds must be satisfying, because after that, he doesn’t put you down. 

it overwhelms you, at first. he tugs on your cheek at the sight of a frown, like you’re the one made of rubber, and your heart does a funny jig that’s actually not funny at all. he pokes you in the ribcage to grab your attention, and ignores you when you try to tell him that a verbal cue would work just as well. he grabs your hand, instinctively twining your fingers, and pulls you along when you stop in your tracks.

and you feel—you feel like a puddle. be careful your mind warns, or you’ll slip.

but luffy’s there to catch you when you fall.

and that’s what’s so terrible about him, you think. he’s the question and the answer. 

and he’s burrowed himself under your skin. 

how foolish of him to touch you so casually and expect you not to revel in it. not to crave his pokes and his prods more than you crave air. how foolish of him to drape himself over you like a weighted blankie and not expect you to desire him by your side, always, to keep the cold at bay. he’s a fool and you’re a pauper.

but, sometimes, you think he knows what he does to you. he has to. oh, how he’ll laugh when he catches you staring at his hands. bound over until he’s right in front of you, place a thumb under your chin and tilt until your gaze meets his. his eyes are dark, but so, so bright. you want to look away. you don’t. 

everything is so easy for him. it's unnerving. he plops his head in your lap one day with a carefree grin. you still—hold your breath like a child playing hide and seek. he cracks open an eye, like he can read your thoughts. or maybe he can just feel you tremble.

“what’s wrong?”

you rack your brain for an answer he could understand. “what do you want me to do?” you hedge. 

luffy furrows his brows. “whatever you want,” he says.

“no, i mean—where do you want me to touch?” 

he shrugs. “wherever you want.”

and you feel—you feel like you want to run your hands over every inch of his skin until you have a mental map of his body you could navigate through touch alone. you want to put him in your mouth. you want to inhale him like a drug, want him to burn the back of your throat 'til it stings. you want… him. 

then you take him all the way up to the top of a hill. he spends most of his time complaining about his feet and bad back and he screams when you push him forward on his bike. it turns breathless as he coasts down in an unabashed wonder, jaw unhinged until the air expels a whoop from deep in his chest, cheerful joy once he reaches the bottom.

smiles taste like grape and smell like grass as the two of you take a break after a water balloon fight. he's obviously good at laser tag and that old body of his can fit on those small crevices and tumble away from your advancements.

Finally a request that I can write sweetly.. I’m always writing porn T_T thank you for this. It was so much fun!

Anyway, my top five songs right now (according to Spotify) are 1. Get There by Boa 2. Cherry by Lana Del Rey 3. Ningyo Hime by Rie Tanaka 4. Stop The Fucking Car by Circa Survive 5. Dissolved Girl by Massive Attack. Digital Bath by Deftones is what I’m playing on repeat right now as I write this though 🤍

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→ SHARING MUSIC + csm characters reactions to you sharing your favorite song/band with them. (Not all of them are having it though.)

CONTENT WARNINGS + gn reader, slight nsfw (just once, this is MOSTLY clean, not really any content warnings here. This is pretty soft.

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