nwts
literally.
cuz it’s been a little over a year now. and i know it’ll never be the same but I would have thought I would by back to my routines and motivating energy. sadly, I’m not. I don’t like going out as much anymore, not even hungry when I should be, and I still feel like I can just walk into your room and spill my whole heart out to you. but nothing will ever be the same. sometimes, I feel like you were the only person I could go to for anything and everything. and now that you’re gone, I really don’t know who to go to. never did you side track the conversation to talk about your own; you listened and helped me. I miss you so much and your birthday’s coming and it’s making this season so hard to go through.















