Luckily born limited :)
I have one passion in my life which thankfully stay unchanged up until now.. Being born with limited abilities and facing dire situations, I have tripped over them for many times.. Starting as an ordinary people, I found what I loved to do when I was in college.. It was something which strangely tempted me to research over and over.. Through many times I tried to work on it, those results were not decent based on what people looked, but I kept doing it regardless time and place (my bad habit) There weren't many things I could find to measure what I had worked so far.. Until one of my good buddies (along with his acquintances) invited me in a role which basically needed my passion.. It was an overwhelming joy.. I kept to continue working on it with the best I could do even I still did "trial and error" day and night.. Research, draw, forums and all those things which could possibly lead me to a wow-amazing result to give.. There were things to debate with team along the process, but it grew slowly but steadily.. I felt like I was amazing to work on things like things.. But things weren't looking good for long time, I faced over some critical issues (including family). It was a time where I couldn't speak a word, but keep thinking how to solve it quickly.. It took me for long time until I ignored what I had been working for and lost contact with my teammate.. Honestly speaking, it was a gravest sin for me to commit such a thing.. I was deeply frustrated and didn't know anymore what to do except thinking over those issues lingering on my mind.. Things were getting complicated for a long while and starting to settle down bit by bit.. It was very long that I started to forget what I had done.. I was thinking if only I had been born with great abilities like everyone around me, I wouldn't have been like this.. I'd witnessed so many great people around me with nice potential skills, why I was born as an ordinary people to walk on life just like that.. Then, someone (sorry I can't mention) told me like this: "You were born to have limited abilities, so you can be thankful in every process of your improvement you did. If you gained something easily just because you are great, you would possibly be full of yourself and consider them as being taken for granted. God has no wish for you to be an arrogant with pro ability, but a humble with pro attitude. They are just some detours which lead you to an amazing way. The best thing isn't always what you expect, it could be more" I cried and deeply said "thank you" P.S. : For my old teammate, I am so sorry for being a coward due to my heavy issues.. I know that this isn't ethical for me to do.. But I wish I could apologize in front of you guys than indirect chat soonest.. I will be back soon in a better personality :)
