sometimes I feel like I’m getting better and things are looking up, but then reality hits and I’m reminded of how useless I am and that there’s nothing here for me. People say they care but the truth is people who care actually show it, they don’t just say it to make themselves look good. I’m fuckin sick of living my life like this, I’m tired of being alone, I’m tired of dealing with the same shit everyday doing everything I can to make things better but nothing changes. I’ve had it.
















