i never post pictures of my face, it’s always my outfit or something. i’ve had this blog since 2010? 2011? and i get a lot of “what do you look like” asks and i’m not gonna lie, i’ve made a sport out of dodging and deleting those asks. i’ve just always hated my face. with a next level passion. an unreal, intense, irrational, but real, hatred. it was never the people around me who made me feel this way, it’s just 80% my brain chemistry and 20% media representation issues. but, i took these after my therapist told me i was improving with regards to my body dysmorphic disorder, my ed, and my other mental illnesses and you know what, maybe one day i’ll like them. i’m still not really feeling myself, or my face, but i’m getting there, and that’s really all that matters, now isn’t it?