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you’ve ruined my body my body is ruined and it’s your fucking fault
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i want a wonderful girl under my arm to protect and love. i want to box and lift weights and game with the boys. i want to shoot the shit in old parking lots and shitty fast food places. i want to swim without a shirt.
i just want to be one of you
so fucking bad
that’s all i’ve ever wanted
but they didn’t want me to have it
all i ever wanted was to be a normal boy
i just want to be a normal guy
i just want
to be
a guy
if i think about it for too long ill cry
tall. handsome. sharp jaw. facial hair. broad shoulders. narrow hips. beard. low voice. charm. boxing. football. power scaling.
you all have what i always wanted but could never have. what i was robbed of.
what i was fucking robbed of.
i was fucking robbed.
feel lucky. you’re so fucking lucky you were born right. you were born beautiful. god made you beautiful.
i wish i had the strength to starve until i was nothing but skin and bone
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i have never felt attractive. i’ve never been attractive.
i was born a guy with saggy tits and this useless fucking pussy where my dick should be. and just to add insult to injury i’m an obese ugly fucking disgusting beast on top of that. i think i like a guy for the first time in so long but i know it’ll never fucking happen because why the fuck would he ever look my way. why. why was i fucking born wrong.
the pain and anger which bubbles beneath my very skin threatens to burst each and every time i give it more than a single seconds thought.
i am not even a person to you. you were blessed with genetics that make you beautiful. make you desirable. flat stomach, sharp jaw. tall, handsome, pretty. you can eat in public without eyes on you. clothes are made for you. doctors listen to you. people want you.
you get heroes. models. warriors. you get to be beauty. i get monsters. the wicked. the cruel. the revolting. i am a zoo.
you’re so lucky. you’re so fucking lucky.
my body is a zoo. i am to be observed, judged, mocked. i am an animal to all. the human beneath my fat is of no concern to a world who dictates my value based on numbers on a scale.
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it’s haunted me for years how lucky skinny people are. so, so lucky. and they don’t even know it.
you’ve never been made to feel like your body is inherently disgusting by the entire world. you never have to learn your body is not something to be loved, you never spend your time knowing the moment you have sex, you’ll have to do it with the lights off. because the moment they see your swollen form, the disgust will make itself known.
and it’s so easy for you. to still sit there and say “but skinny shaming is real!” sure it is. but you still fear gaining weight and becoming a fat monster like me, don’t you? you gain 20 lbs and you panic. and people look at you with worry. i could relapse into an ED tomorrow lose half my body weight overnight and all i’d get is congratulations. you only ever care about skinny shaming when it’s time to minimize the body shaming fat people have spent their entire lives enduring
my existence is a zoo.
it’s. been how long, by now? august to now. 6 months. jesus. that long?
6 months after someone who i. honestly they were one of my best friends yeah. just vanished. i kept it all inside. or just. no one wanted to listen.
i think. i’m close to accepting it. not quite. but i’m getting there.
i still think about them damn near every day.
when ramadan came, i thought of them. every fic i write, every kwmshi brainrot, every yap session, collective story. i think of them. every single time.
i’d never met someone before who just. Got Me like they did. they just. understood. and we could talk for hours and it never became boring. every text was just. joy. pure joy.
this makes it sound like i was in love w them or something but trust me that’s absolutely not it. it was never like that. they were just a very, very dear friend. and now they’re gone. and i’ll never know why.
i hope they’re happy. if they moved on, then good for them. i hope wherever they are, they’re smiling.
i loved you. you were my best friend. i had never had a friend like you before. i’ll probably never have a friend like you again. i really did love you. words cannot overstate how much having you as a friend meant to me. i’ll always hold what we had close to my heart as a precious gift.
i’ll never see you again. i have to make peace with that. and i will, on my own time.
thank you for everything. you’re so much more loved than you think.