The Time is Now!

We are only 6 weeks in to 2015 and already so much has happened, some good but a lot of bad.

I’ll start with the bad, 2 weeks ago I lost one of my closest family members. For me whilst growing up he was the biggest influence in my life, he was not only my grandfather but he was also my father. My dad was nowhere to be seen in my life but that didn’t mean i missed out on anything, granda never had to go the extra mile with me but he did and did that for everyone he could. Losing him was like my world crashing down as it was so unexpected. I hope your in a better place now and 1 day we will meet again.

The rest of the bad involves health and relationships. Whilst the people in questione have done what i have asked of them i still can’t get my head around the reason it all happened. Do I not spend enough time with them? Are they over my busy life? Is following a dream more strain than its worth? Life is so hard and whilst i am being a bit selfish i do everything i can to make my family happy. Sometimes i just feel it’s not enough and is caused insecurities on my life. Even when i try to spend time with people they spend more time on there phone talking to their friends.

At the end of the day if you cause a problem or insecurity, regardless of how many times that person has issues with it if you relationship is worth it you will be there for them in the time of need. Ignoring or getting angry fuels the fire and maybe those insecurities are true?

Anyway enough with the bad.

Time for some goods news.

I’m so proud of my son, he started kindy this month and is loving it. This kid is my world and even though i dont get as much time as i would like with him he is the best son anyone could ask for.

ACW also had its debut show on January 31st. This was one of the most stressful things on the day but all the hard work paid off. Everyone loved the show and other than a few minor technical difficulties or first ever wrestling show promoted was a success!

whilst this was a success is means absolutely nothing if we cant back it up on the 7th of march at the northfield rsl.