Joan Michelle

I only get ‘fit’ into a stereotype here on Tumblr lmao either directly or the posts i see here that demonize Economics.. thats why i almost never talk about it. but in real life, people are in awe when i say i am or am impressed. 

and yeah it really is an old-outdated stereotype. and lmao same, like i’m not rich and i’m Asian. i also dont get any remarks that an Economics degree is useless.. if anything, they think it’s smart i’m taking it because so many people take Business.. like i’m a tutor too and one of the families i talked to, who are well-off, think that it’s good I’m taking Econ cause it’s a bankable degree where you can learn alot of transferrable skills too. and i’ve read too that some employers prefer Economics more cause everyone literally takes Business so you can take that as an advantage

Judas: dare

Peter: truth

Jesus:

(a few days later)

Peter: *betrays Jesus*

Jesus:

Peter: “Jesus… you’re back ?”

Jesus:

I put on my sunglasses, to hide my swollen eyes, over my tears. I cried all my makeup off. Went inside to have a milkshake. I don’t know why. I wanted something to drink as I figured out what I would do. I got a soda and a milkshake. Medium. The cashier looked at me and with a line around the corner of the counter he rushed away from the counter “Hold on “ he yelled to a coworker.

I filled my soda and went back and saw him looking all over. I go up and he gets close and says “I made it a large”.

That was seriously enough for me not to do it. His kindness. Someone went out of their way and as I went back in my car to cry I realized I could muster through a few other days. A few more weeks. Then I came down from that panicky high of anxiety, depression, and pain. I finished my shake. And it was enough time to let me feel better. I… I’m alive. I’ll make it through.

Try and be nice today. Tomorrow. Something as much as a smile. It helped so much.

Thank you man at McDonalds.

clean and organize your room

eat the best meal of your life

go for a walk (or a run if you are feeling fancy)

read a book

watch a movie 

cuddle a puppy

make a smoothie

call your friend or go out if them

go buy an ice-cream. you deserve it

listen to music

and dance while you listen to it, even if you think that you cannot dance. just do it

doodle a little

plan your next day if it doesn’t make you anxious

be nice to yourself. go in the mirror and say that you are fucking gorgeous 

rest your legs up on the wall

let out a deep sigh

be grateful 

hug someone

be proud of yourself