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tonight i am listening to the backrooms movie soundtrack on loop, which is probably resulting in me feeling more odd and out of place

I need a bf so i can go out with someome and hold hands with someone and feel someone elses warmth and comfort and for that small moment not want to kill myself

derealization constantly be making me feel like a strange creature not fit for this world

only true dougdoug fans remember the Goot Meter bit

the literal only thing im kinda left looking foward to these days is getting a boyfriend and thats not a very realistic goal for me

I lowk made a post about killing myself last night and I was thinking of actually doing it if no one messaged me tell me not to whoopsie

ough ok drinking first monster and i vaguely feel like throwing up whoops,,, i will comntrinue drinkgning either way

yey i did indeed go out and buy monsters and candy and plasters which i so deperately needed!! :D

ok i pulled an all nighter and today i need to go out to buy energy drinks and snacks and plasters

oh beans im out of bandages😔

what is wrong with me

owww fuck