ibdp survival kit

I kind of want to have a change in lifestyle. Idk, maybe I’m just bored again with my life or I feel like everything’s just becoming a routine and a never ending cycle. And now I want change, something new and different, do things that are thrilling and exciting, anything apart from the usual. I think I’m in need of another getaway. Like a refresher of some sort. Just for me to clear my head and think things through. Or probably just enjoy the basking sun, feel the ocean breeze and be out in the waters or be one with nature.

Maybe I just need to find a hobby or a leisure activity, something to keep me busy. Idk. Also, I kind of wanna live a hippie and minimalist lifestyle of some sort. Like waking up in the morning, make myself a cup of coffee or a smoothie, read a book or a magazine while having breakfast. Or maybe paint, play some music, create art and do work. Make my own food, do grocery shopping, take care of plants, run errands. Then on the weekends I’ll be this adventurous travel junkie or whatever. Going places to places, doing fun activities, trying things out and all that shit. Or probably just be in a coffee shop, a working space, just somewhere away from home.

I feel like I’m really not meant to be in the office setting or corporate world, enclosed in a four cornered wall. I’m meant for the  great outdoors, exploring and wandering. To live life, do something great and be really able to experience and make the most out of it. That’s what I wanna do and make of my life. Idk if the fact that I’m about to turn 25 in 6 months contributes to me feeling this way. It’s like there’s this ticking time bomb and I need to catch up before it runs out or something. Ahhhh.

a few weeks ago on my bullet journal!! (sorry, i always forget to post here)

If you just can’t get into the “study mood”, do this :

teacher: keep playing I just have to grab something in the other room

teacher: *leaves*

me: *playing a piece*

teacher: no no no that’s a b flat

me: *continues playing*

teacher: play that note with a third finger, not a first