never letting go

Shinee 10 years

favourite variety show → Weekly Idol

thank you, shinee.

words cannot express how emotional and heart-wrenching this concert must’ve been for you. even from an ocean away, i could feel the sentiment behind every single song, every dance, every VCR, every talk… nothing about this was easy, but all of you held your ground and got through it in a way that makes me even prouder (if that’s even possible) to be a shawol.

thank you onew, for being the bravest and incredibly strong leader to all of the members and fans. nothing in the world could have prepared you for this, but as the oldest and leader, you’ve handled it all with a leveled head and a warm heart. no one wanted your return to be like this, but we know that you’ll only do amazing things from here on out. thank you key, for being open and honest with not only yourself, but shawols too throughout all of this. you’ve shared so much with us when you never had to, but we appreciate everything that you’ve said and done thus far so much. not only has it helped us as your fans, but i hope that relieving yourself of those thoughts and emotions has helped you as well. thank you minho, for being the pillar to support the members, your family, and the fans. no one can even begin to describe how strong your love for your brothers is and it shows with every word you say and every action you do. you’ve taken such good care of not only yourself, but jonghyun’s loved ones and you have the biggest heart i’ve ever seen. thank you taemin, for remaining strong and dependable throughout everything. i know that emotions aren’t easily to express for you, but you’ve been so brave throughout all of this and have worked hard to keep jonghyun’s spirit alive. nothing about this was easy, but you’ve handled it amazingly thus far; keep going.  thank you jonghyun, for watching over all of us and your fellow brothers not only now, but ever since you left us. you are missed everyday; there isn’t a day that goes by where i don’t think of you. as your fans though, we (and your brothers) will be sure that your memory is never forgotten.