im arospec in the way that i dont really have romantic attraction — just attachment to people based on their own attachment to me — but im desperate enough for deep connection that i'd probably date whoever asked me as long as theyre not a guy (<- lesbian) and give me lots of attention

sorry for password locking and trying to leave. i feel like shit again so im back despite my personal reasons for leaving in the first place. will either password lock again in the morning if i feel better or i'll feel bad still and maybe be back. it depends on my mood

rsd goes crazy one message has me feeling lowkey suicidal

im fucked up and evil and the worst thing on this planet im sorry

i have 33 tags blocked all for the same exact subject guys please get universal tags i am TIRED

two different AP teachers have sent me messages (by way of email and giving my teacher a note to give to me) telling me to pretty please take their classes because i had high psat scores. just wait until they find out im lazy and only do work if im in class. i legit never study or do my hw

this crash is only slightly less bad than when i was convinced my friend was mispronouncing a character's name and then we looked it up and they were right and i had a whole breakdown about it

i hate being helped in fields i am more of the expert in by someone who usually comes to ME for advice. shut up you dont know anything. go my scarab