愛の深度変わらない

like i'm not being dramatic right. is that not fucking crazy or is that a normal thing to happen. cancelling plans to see someone you haven't seen in months to get a haircut. when you have a literal quarter inch of hair am i insane what is going on

had the most mentally normal day i've had in like eight months only for it to end with my friend, who was supposed to come down to visit me, deciding not to just (and i do mean it is the literal only reason) so he can get a haircut. lmfao forever.

life update is that a gracious coworker blessed me with adderall and i took one and a half with a monster this morning and now i think i'll be awake for the next forty days and forty nights

xlov hyun isn't real she's a thought experiment conjured up to torture me specifically.