Th3viousGameus

Fathers got less than a year left the lung cancer has only left him with 25% of a functioning lung, needs a lung transplant or could be sooner, mothers health isn’t looking good either, not handling the stress well, find peace in my sleep, memories remind me of a better time, I don’t know what to do.

Had boba milk tea 🧋, was a good day

I hate my personality and I wish I was not me why do I keep doing stupid things

Just feel a little lonely sometimes I guess that’s the point I’m at now

Vent - I haven’t socialized in over a year maybe longer for anything outside work/ I recently quit my job and got another/ I am no longer bound by my cycle of stress / tyring to figure out how to be a person again

I want to rewind time and spend the good moments over again, I really miss it, everything was falling apart, I never figured it out, wish I did, I was immature

I want to fix my past

Wishing I handled situations like a normal person instead of being myself