grey

always feel like an option. the disrespect. i really don’t get why ppl love to make me feel like shit. seems like everyone i come across never fails to disappoint me. they say to have high expectations but it just hurts more living w it.

what you made me feel, i cant forget it and i don’t think i ever will. the fact that you affected me more than my ex and we weren’t even anything. it was clear you used me for my body. you just loved the idea of me and the things i’d do for you. i hate you so much for that. being at your area that night, coming across someone who looked a lot like you, really gave me the chills/ick. i hope u miss me and wished you didn’t do me dirty. but yeah, fuck you FN.