reality in motion ,

[ ✉️→ 👶 ] : would anyone really believe i was your fiancé when i’m pulling your pigtails? [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : i’m sure ceo kim is too busy changing diapers to turn a head at that. good try though ;) [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : your own shampoo? i’m so proud. everything a dad could ask for [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : you just gave a list of at least two things that’s not to like [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : there will be no astrology slander on my watch. and also i like fire signs [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : how could we have known each other this long, and you haven’t been converted to benjomedy

〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: jiae in purple. sounds nice. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: oversized sweater concept for a girl group. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: sounds nice 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: doesn’t matter. mostly ig I don’t think about it. I was exaggerating anyway, I do remember. it’s more strange to see you only on stage. I’ve adjusted but most of my memories are of just you.

contains : she takes comfort in her two favorite things: art & her brother. with : @fmdjiseok word # : 370

no outing that’s required by her management is ever an ideal situation for jiae, but she supposes this one isn’t so bad. they even let her wear pants to the event, a rarity for her. granted, they’re silk and the top is sleeveless and they stuck her in a pair of stilettos, but still. she’s grateful for an opportunity to feel some level of comfort. furthermore, she’s surrounded by art. the national museum of modern and contemporary art was a place jiae genuinely enjoyed frequenting in her free time, which she never seemed to have enough of nowadays. it was easy to get lost in here, forget who she was or the responsibilities she had in the real world. many a day disappeared when she had the opportunity to completely immerse herself in the art, drawing inspiration from the famous artists lining the walls.

it was different today, though. they were here for an event. a champagne glass replaced what would have normally been a coffee cup as she meandered around the exhibit, smiling and chatting politely with whoever she happened to run into. while the setting was ideal for just jiae, she was here as wish’s jiae which required a higher level of socialization. what she wanted was to just sip her drink and stare at the paintings and sculptures for hours.

she supposed if she was going to have company, it would be better if it was someone she enjoyed. jiae spotted her brother in the next room and made a beeline for him, avoiding eye contact with anyone that might try and strike up some kind of small talk. without a word, she linked her arm through his, taking a comfortable and familiar position by his side. “ you don’t mind if i steal him , do you ? ” she asks the person jiseok was previously conversing with. “ we’ve both been so busy preparing for comebacks , i rarely get to see my brother anymore . ” it’s partially true, though they tend to make time for each other. it’s unspoken, but they both know they always come first.

〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: a thing I stopped asking myself is why you do things. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: so you say. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: there’s plenty of people looking out for me, consider the job covered. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: I don’t listen to wish, but I’ll see you on stage. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: have you ever really liked them? 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: you never look comfortable like that, not the same way you do when you’re in your own clothes. I don’t even remember what it’s like to see you in casual clothes.

〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: most people agree. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: it’s something I work hard at. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: thanks. I’ve never been called tolerable before. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: yes, to be honest. formal speech is more appropriate. we aren’t familiar anymore. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: I was just yunseo to you, who you could keep close and have. park yunseo. now I’m origin’s yunseo. if I remember you wanted it this way. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: at least I’ll see you on stage. maybe the cameras won’t hover so I can watch in peace.

〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: I don’t like that title, but that’s what they say. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: is that a compliment? 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: I always thought being an insufferable asshole wasn’t a very likeable trait. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: then again I always think a lot of things that end up wrong… 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: why are you talking to me like that? 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: origin is impossible to miss. I’m just yunseo. your view of me now is only from the audience, so I guess I shouldn’t blame you for noticing the only way you can. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: notice a little quieter next time, isn’t that the polite thing to do?

〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: there’s no winner to be found. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: but if there were… 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: it would probably be fancy. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: can we really stand up to The Nations Girl Group? 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: if I got a leash it would mean claiming them as mine and usually I don’t want them that close. most of origin just avoids me overseas so they don’t get nagged to death. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: I’m mostly kidding. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: at least half of them never leave my sight. 〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: when is the last time we were at an event together? I don’t remember seeing you.  〚 𝗷𝗶𝗮𝗲 〛: I don’t look for you anymore.

━━ [ 💌 jiae 💖 ] : what about geminis? <3 ━━ [ 💌 jiae 💖 ] : i could be my own pr team if bc kicked me out of wish ━━ [ 💌 jiae 💖 ] : you can post the appalled one and make a meme out of it! i know westerners are super into astrology these days!!! sun moon and earth signs or whatever… ━━ [ 💌 jiae 💖 ] : do you ever think you’ll get married for love, though? ━━ [ 💌 jiae 💖 ] : when i was younger, i used to just think it was naturally going to happen. now, though? HA. 

[ ✉️→ 👶 ] : what are you gonna do the day they let you get married and there’s a hundred mile line of men waiting to take your hand in marriage? [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : if you call me to save you i’ll hang up [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : is traveling all the time really that nice [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : stuck on planes and buses and boats where you only have those shitty tiny conditioner bottles that ruin your hair [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : please. leos are the ones who are gonna take care of you before themselves. adult child… as if [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : call up an aries for that [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : i’m taking that as a compliment when you’re lumping me with john mulaney and jenna marbles, two of the greatest comedians of this century

[✉️→ jiae] im sending my condolences, but i dont think u have to worry too much

[✉️→ jiae] just tell that to bc and the amount of leos in your vicinity will become zero

[✉️→ jiae] although i did one of those and it said i should expect to be poor in 2020 which..ok fair enough but still

… ✉ ｢家家｣ lol trying to top your ceo’s marriage??  … ✉ ｢家家｣ bold move  

━━ [ 💌 jiae 💖 ] : is that a like bad compatibility astrology wise??? ━━ [ 💌 jiae 💖 ] : u should post it so our fans who are leos can be happy! ━━ [ 💌 jiae 💖 ] : and maybe u married a leo for the money and then he died a tragic death under mysterious circumstances. u never know. things like that happen.

[ ✉️→ 👶 ] : lmao as if bc would let you get married [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : give it another 20 years [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : also this slander on leos… [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : can’t believe you hate being taken care of that much [ ✉️→ 👶 ] : let me guess, you want a fuckboy to bitch 👅 at you?