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“The first thing you did after finding out about Zayden was leave and… fuck some other girl? I don’t care if you were drunk! Look at what you did! Now you have another son out there who grew up without a dad.” Zoe wasn’t just heartbroken she was furious. “I don’t care what you want. People are going to find out eventually unless you really find some way to disappear this time around. It’s a small island, it’s going to be no time before everyone knows.” Zoe hated to yell at her father, all she ever wanted was happiness between them but that seemed impossible. Tears streamed down her face and she hiccuped through her words at this point. Sure it was terrible to demand so much attention from her father but she’d been selfish when it came to him. “How am I supposed to believe that? You did it before and now you have some other lady and this baby to go and be with.” Zoe shook her head as she took a few steps toward the door. “I don’t want to speak to you.” She sighed before trying to stay strong enough to make it out the door before completely breaking down. 

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marilyn’s head tilted slightly at the thought of having even more kids with johnny.. after this one.. and she just couldn’t help the butterflies and how her heart fluttered. “- i mean maybe..” she muttered, lifting her hand to push some of her blonde locks away from her face. feeling her heart fluttering again listening to every single word that left him “im starting to think so too..” she said softly as she kissed him back, gaze lowering to watch him get undressed stepping into the shower, looking back at her, it didn’t take much hesitation for her to move her fingers to the bottom of the top she had on slipping it over her head then move to under the waistband of her panties “and let you be by yourself, no..” she muttered as her panties dropped to the floor, and she moved in with him

“I think he took that long because he is just as stubborn as Zayden.” Zoe said with a chuckle. “But yes, he did get the snuggle of approval.” Zoe only expected to have a good conversation with her father. She had been so excited to speak to Johnny ever since she found out. But the more that her father spoke about this match… this Marilyn, the more her heart began to drop until she suddenly felt overwhelmed. “Younger…than Zayden?” She shook her head and bit her lip. “Dad… you didn’t c-cheat on mom…did you?” She asked. How could one person as small as Zoe take in that mouthful of information. A secret half-brother from an affair and now her father was just starting this new family. “You’re having a baby?!” She shouted out. It would have been something she wanted to be happy for him about. But how could she? Her eyes began to swell with tears and her throat went tight. “So that’s it? Another excuse to slide away from us! You were just starting to fix things between us and now this?!” Zoe got up from her seat, shaking her head. “I…I don’t want to…I can’t talk to you. All I wanted was my dad back, I wanted to know what it would have been like to have my dad around as a kid. But I guess it’s great for you, go off and have a great fucking life with your new family, dad.”

Zoe had to wonder what her father meant when he said he handn’t been working as much. It didn’t sound like him. But she let him talk, figuring he’d explain eventually. “He is and Zavacado likes him so it’s pretty nice to know that my baby approves of him.” She said with a laugh. At first with him saying he found his match excited her, sure it was a pinch that her mother wasn’t that for him but she was glad he knew now, it had been long enough. “Really? Who is it?” Zoe asked curiously.

“i know you haven’t left my bed in weeks” he laughed “you’re right and that problem is that’s probably going to be me.” his laughter had now turned into a full on belly laugh as he began to brush his teeth. hearing her question his eyes narrowed before he spit out the toothpaste “yes it would be weird, if you do it at least keep it hidden somewhere. if the kids see that it will really be the end of the world” he smiled giving her a quick peck. “god, a baby” he shook his head “even though i figured i’d be getting grandkids soon i’m excited we’re getting one of our own.” he grinned before moving across the shower to turn the water on. 

she was almost certain that had she been given a few more seconds she would’ve broken down, scared of starting a major down ward spiral which had caused her to lose her children in the first place.. but instead she felt johnny take her arm. her eyes were still wet, and she was almost certain they would stay that way for a long while.. her hues just following him as he spoke, trying to smile as he joked, but instead she just found herself glancing into his eyes, and slowly but surely as he slowly stroke her arm, her arms came around him, closing her eyes tight shut as her face hid against his bare chest.. her arms cooked around hist waist, behind his back, wanting nothing but to stay that way forever, cause she didn’t want to think about anything else.. she didn’t want her children to hate her more than they already did.. she didn’t want johnny’s children to hate her as well.. she just wanted things to kinda just pass. “– i just don’t know what to do..”

Zoe was obviously beaming with light as she saw her father come into the room. “I know, I’ve been meaning to come around and see you but I’ve just been really busy.” Zoe was practically bouncing in her seat just ready to tell him what happened. “I have the biggest news, dad.” She said holding up her arm and showing him the bracelet-less wrist that now showed off her mark. “I met him… my match. I actually found it and he’s been so amazing so far.” 

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she hadn’t felt like this since the day she’d found out she was having michael..  and maybe not even then was it completely similar.. the first time she’d been beyond surprised, but scared.. so so scared.. and now she wasnt even sure what she was going to feel.. she was scared, surprised, excited, happy, terrified.. and she stayed completely still in shock, all until she felt johnny’s touch, his kiss, but before she’d gotten the time to catch up with her brain, and react he’d taken the test out of her hands, bringing it closer for him to see. thats when the panic in her really set in. part of her was again sent back to 24 years ago, scared to tell him, scared that if he knew he’d leave her.. tears started running down her face as she tried looking back at him through her tears, “– i don’t.. i-i’m sorry..”