minute by minute

The talking:

More talking:

He has only bottomed once, and it's implied that he did it to feel something since he walks around numb to most things, and that something was most likely pain. He is in this pink fluffy bunny suit, yet all he wants is to feel, something.

Then, he imagines that Jay sexually assaults him because, to him, that's the only way Jay would want him. But not only that, it's the only way Sun thinks he is allowed to experience . . . pleasure? If he's forced into it.

Sun doesn't have a problem with posing nude for Pakin, nor does he seem to have an issue with possibly giving a man a blowjob at gunpoint to get out of a tough spot.

But a little peck on the cheek really gets to him.

And that's why I don't think Jay is trying to make Sun feel good as much as he is simply trying to make Sun feel. Anything. Period. Which probably means he'll do it by any means necessary since Sun doesn't react to sex being used as an exchange or a even a hand idly caressing the back of his neck because it's all par for the course, a means to an end.

And this is the end.

Sun took hits in that ring like he was being paid per punch because he understood what needed to be done to reach his target. Physical harm doesn't bother him because pain doesn't bother him. So either he feels nothing at all most of the time, or he feels pain. Those are his only two modes. Numbness and pain.

Sky is nice to him, but because Sky reminds Sun of his younger brother, he keeps him at a distance. Sun could have a friend, but he isn't here to make friends. He's not here to possibly lose another person when he's already lost so much. He's not here to possibly feel safe again, when it can all be taken away.

So how else would Jay get Sun to see anything beyond his plot for revenge? How would Jay get Sun to feel anything other than numbness when he is so hellbent on feeling nothing, and if he does, it's pain?

Once again, the story already told us through the fantasy sequence that Sun does want to feel something—pleasure.

He just has be forced.

We all knew who was the other one Sunny was targeting and you know it gets so easy to loathe him. The way he is always using lies, fear, bullying and treats to get what he wants… You just wish someone could stop him.

Sun doesn't understand why he felt shocked when he saw Sky crying and saying that everything was over because he failed. He believes that they are not close and Sky is just a "coworker" who only share a manager with him.

There are several reasons why this is not true. One, Sky reminds him of his younger brother that even Sun saw the similarities between them. Two, Sky is a very nice person who wants to help and who is happy when Sun gets closer to his dream. Third, Sky is also very enthusiastic about being an actor and even Sun who doesn't feel a lot, can see it. Fourth, it's just another casual victim of Sunny's schemes and those cost Sun a lot of his closest people.

Jay looks utterly debauched here. Just adjusting those trousers and touching his mouth.