WakeupJessy

Been in a relationship for almost two years now and he still hasn't said that he loves me. Not even once. Not even a little bit. I say I love him daily. I put it on him. I provide him meals, comfort, consistency, sex, open communication and everything in between. I make jokes I coddle him, I give him support and confirmation and he gives me the bare minimum I have been alone long enough to know that I can be alone again and that this is just a comfort zone for me. I have told him I would bare his children, marry him and everything in between. He has shown me what it is like to be alone while in a relationship. As always I don't want to leave but to simply show him the door. Thats just how I always am. I don't want to leave. I'd rather show them the way out. I have gotten so familiar at being alone and I will never be scared of being alone again.