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“I hope to arrive to my death late, in love, and a little drunk.”

“It was a privilege to love you, and it was a privilege to let you go. Both helped shape me into the person I have become.”

“I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be.”

“I want to make her feel safe and I want her to know that she always has someone to run to no matter how hard things get.”

December. It’s the time for lovers and lonely hearts. It’s a month that can go both ways..when the snow on the ground can remind you of the cold that wells in your heart or the warmth that will soon embrace you in your lovers arms. It’s an ending, when you finally pick up the pieces of your broken heart and close the chapter to start a new one.

You know how every once in a while you do something and the little voice inside says ‘There. That’s it. That’s why you’re here’ … and you get a warm glow in your heart because you know it’s true? Do more of that.

I know what it’s like. When you lose someone who is your home, you know, your only home in the world. When that happens, you think, oh f*ck! I should’ve had a backup home. Another person, a place a thing, something to make me feel safe and I don’t have that… and now I’m lost.

You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, falling into yur bed, And let everything out that you kept inside all day. That feeling of both relief and depression. Nothing is wrong But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone, anyone to tell you it’s okay,even if it’s just a lie. A sweet lie from a sweet faced devil in hiding.

To heal, you must learn to be alone.