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Alastor is asexual, but not canonically aromantic. He has been confirmed as ace by Vivziepop, and although Amir said he was aroace, he later corrected himself, stating he misunderstood and that Alastor was only ace.

patron saints of one way trips

they knew that space was there because they can perceive it directly. it's literally right overhead all the time for their entire evolution. they know the faces of thousands, millions of stars, as soon as they tip their faces up. eridani is a name from two thousand years ago. all their stars have been named and known and watched and sung about for longer than any individual human civilization. they have always known the eridian star was there.

Out of the near-infinite reasons of the past, present, and future, how many of them could have been caused by your actions? Every choice you make is less than a molecule in an ocean of cause and effect.

Yes, there was a reason for the earthquake, flood, or cancer. But it's not your fault. A bullet falling from the sky does not seek out someone who deserves to die. A drunk driver doesn't veer off the road to hit a teenager who just had sex for the first time. Glaucoma doesn't descend on sinful eyes.

Pain and tragedy is not sent to punish or bring glory to a higher power. It simply happens because somewhere in a line of collapsing dominoes, physics and biology tipped one over. There is no moral path that makes you too good for this world, nor too evil. The world simply is.

People have reasons to hurt each other. A dog will bite that hand that feeds if it is also the hand that beats. But then that dog will bite an innocent stranger because biting is all it knows.

Everything happens for a reason. Anything can be traced backward in time to an origin, and more often than not that origin is random, innocuous, and completely amoral.

A butterfly's wingbeat is a reason. There is no lesson to be learned, nor action to be taken. Tearing the wings off every one will not stop a hurricane. Terrible and beautiful things will continue to happen, as long as the world exists. The only thing we are destined to face is the indifference of the universe.

of course he has a simple human form. people don't even know that he's an angel

I really wanted to show how I see what is happens to bloodymary right after the moment when Grace takes Simon from the bloody ocean I feel like I want it to be creepy and disturbing.

For humans, we’ve been looking into space for as long as we’ve existed. We’ve watched and studied the stars, the planets and the sun. We’ve created whole mythologies around them. We didn’t always understand what they were, but we always knew they were there. We can see what’s up there and still the vast emptiness of space scares a lot of people.

Eridians had none of that. But they must have wondered what would be up there if they kept going up, the same way our sailors wondered what lay beyond the horizon. So like we built ships to explore the ocean, they built up higher and higher into the sky. As they get higher and higher, it becomes harder to hear their surroundings. There's less ambient noise and even deliberately created sounds don't travel as far. Then at a certain point there's nothing. A totally silent void.

It's as if our sailors had set out and found that there was an edge to the world, with nothing beyond that.

Maybe by this point they've built instruments to detect electromagnetic waves, but maybe they haven't, or it just doesn't occur to them right away once their own senses fail them that there might be other signals to measure up there.

But from an Eridian point of view, the world simply ends when you reach a vacuum and that's terrifying. Even when they do start to observe the stars and the rest of their solar system, it's still not something they can experience for themselves. For them it's just a dark void of nothing.