depression cherry
red goopy kool-aid falls from her crotch staining the insides of her thighs she has no choice but to wait in line at the nearest cvs and purchase a 6 dollar box of feminine care products
her partner never thought this was beautiful and refused to have sex with her during this period
this is how she knew it was over
this is how she knew it never began
trebly gloria gaynor squeaks through drug store speakers “as long as i know how to love i know ill be alive”
i want to be very far from here perhaps out in nature somewhere you know, on top of one of those landfill hills converted into a park
the city installed white buddha heads all around these public spaces as a promo for peace except it was not the full head the pale head had all the parts except a mouth it appeared peaking out
of the ground
smashed into the side of the landfill hills
a stranger at a party nearby asked me if the world was ending in a week and money was no object ’what would you do?’
whenever strangers ask me these kinds of questions i have a hard time imagining money being no object after i get over this hurdle my mind goes towards flight i would fly maybe take a hot air balloon across the tops of the rainforest into the canopy making eye-contact with birds of paradise
considering the original scene the world ending in a week with the current rate of deforestation i doubt this dream would be possible even if money were no thing
id like not to be a thing one day id like to look in the mirror at my bloody thighs and not feel like a basted rotisserie chicken is it possible to eat myself? sometimes i spin in front of the mirror in my naked body suit at the same rate as the chickens in a rotisserie machine, rotisserier?
google says if i were
purchasing this machine i would search ‘Commercial Rotisserie Oven’ yes, it’s these machines when i twirl in the mirror there is one called Equipex RBE-25 Sodir Ritz 16-025 Bird Electric 5 Basket Commercial Rotisserie Oven which goes for 5,751.99 bucks it’s ‘Bird Capacity’ is 25
maybe i could fit inside #goals
