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Part 2 of Namjoon and Jin are your adoptive dads. You get in a fight with them and say some mean things.

Summary: After a tiny argument over not wanting to go home until everything is perfect, Namjoon snaps. He pretty much offended you about your fashion style and duty of work. You didn’t let it bother you so much, but just staying in silence had Namjoon taking off and saying it’s over. The two of you didn’t speak, call, or even look at each other for a while.

Little did he know that you had a secret hidden from him.

part two , part three

When you’ve fallen in a sweet and fluffy love, arguments will build up over tiny things.

Also, those tiny things can always turn out ugly, as the significant other of yours may be moody and might snap in an instant.

So when your significant other snaps, will you just leave it like that and try not to even work things out?

Okay I’ve jumped on the bandwagon and started to do text fics. I’ve done a few before and they’re fun, so why not? Angsty texts are good too Enjoy! :D <3 ___________

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6 / Part 7 / Part 8

Character: Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 1,290

A/N: Hey there! So I wrote this angsty Tae one-shot for you all! If you guys would like I can always make a second part to it, even make it have a happy ending if you guys want!

- Admin Snow

Part 2 is finally here! Harsh Part 2

“Alright, I’ll see you tomorrow.” I called out as he raised his hand to give me one last wave and smile before he turned around and made his way back to his car.

“Have a good night Y/N.” With a final ‘you too’ I watched as he stepped inside his vehicle and was soon out of sight. Readjusting the straps of my backpack, I shifted the small bag of pastries I had bought, not for myself but for Tae, to my other hand in order to reach for my keys.

I was supposed to see Taehyung after class tomorrow and decided to buy him some treats knowing how much he loved them. After finally succeeding in opening the door I stepped in my apartment only to almost trip over a stray duffle bag. The hell? Regaining my balance, I carefully made my way over it and wondered how it had gotten there.

“Where were you?” Not expecting the rumbling voice of my boyfriend, I screamed in surprise.

“What the hell Tae! You scared me!” I snapped at him as I tried to calm my poor terrified heart trying to tear its way out of my chest.

“You didn’t answer my question.” His voice was low almost to the point where I couldn’t understand him. Confused, I turned to him with a puzzled expression.

“What?” I replied, honestly not knowing what he was talking about. Even in the dim lighting produced by the table lamp I could see how his jaw clenched in anger.

“My question Y/N! Where were you?!” Taken aback by his harsh tone I hesitated in replying. My lack of answer only made Taehyung even more furious.

“Really?! You’re just going to try and act dumb? Don’t lie to me! I saw you get out of that guy’s car!” That was what this was about? The realization almost made me want to laugh. I did not want to deal with this again.

“He’s a classmate Taehyung! We were working on a project we will be presenting soon. That’s it.” I tried explaining, but really what was the point? There was no talking to him when he was like this. He may be here having this argument with me but it’s like he’s stuck in his own little world and the only words he will listen to are his own. He was never the best at controlling his anger and his sarcastic scoff only confirmed my thoughts.

“Sure. You expect me to believe that? I’m not stupid.” Glaring at me, he took a step closer to me, involuntarily I took a step back, backpack hitting the door behind me. Suddenly not feeling comfortable with the extra weight I decided to slip it off and throw it to the side, carefully placing the bag of pastries on the floor. Taking a quick glance at the bag, he directed his gaze back to me.

“Did he buy that for you? How can you be so easy? All he does is buy you some cheap gifts and you’re all over him. I can’t believe you.” He snarled out, frustratingly running a hand through his hair before continuing his rant, “I come here straight after practice so I can surprise you and spend some time with you before tomorrow and this is how you repay me? By cheating on me?” His words, although this isn’t the first time he’s said things like this, still agonizingly stung. A slap to the face would have felt like a gentle caress compared to his venomous words.

“Taehyung! I am telling you the truth, why can’t you trust me?!” I felt the familiar sting of tears wanting to escape but I held them back. Though the trembling in my voice couldn’t be helped as much as I tried to control it. “Why do you always have to blow things out of proportion like this? Why do we have to fight like this?”

“If you weren’t such a whore we wouldn’t be having this fight.” I felt all the air in my lungs turn to ice. The feeling was suffocating, almost numbing in a way.

That was it. I couldn’t take it anymore. His words were harsh. Much too harsh to bear any longer.

“Fine. If that’s how you feel, leave.” Voice void of any kind of emotion, I turned around and opened the door of my apartment wide enough to let the night’s cool breeze in, and wide enough to let Taehyung out.

“W-what?” Taehyung flinched back, his posture melting from a defensive stance to one of defeat. The tears were streaming now, I could feel them hot against my cheeks, but I ignored them, too focused on the man standing before me with shock and disbelief clearly written all over his face, he almost looked in pain. I wanted to bask in his facial expression, finally being able to be the one to hurt him, but I couldn’t. Not when I still loved him so much.

“You heard me. Leave. Now.” Please, before I give in and let you stay. Please.

“Y/N.” Stuttering out my name, he reached forward and tried to get a hold of my hand, but I moved it out of this reach before his fingers could even brush against my skin. Knowing that if I felt his warm touch I would give in.

It was almost as if Taehyung had developed a split personality, the person I had been so lividly arguing with had now vanished into thin air and left behind this broken and apologetic man, his eyes screaming, begging, for forgiveness. Hands desperately reaching out, wanting nothing more than to feel me, assure that I was still there.

“I-I’m sorry. Please, I know I overreacted. You know how I get when I see you with someone else; I can’t control myself, but you know it’s only because I love you. You know that don’t you Y/N? I love you so much.” This was where I’d give in. His tear-filled eyes too much to handle, voice breaking as he held back sobs. It was a routine now. He’d apologize after every fight, and I’d forgive him each and every time. But somehow this time felt different, this time not even his false promises about changing gave me hope that this could get better, that we could get better.

“Get out.”

“But Y/N-”

“I said get out!” I wasn’t sure if he flinched from the sudden yell or from the surprise that I had raised my voice at him. Down casting his gaze, shoulders sinking, he started to slowly move out the door. With every step he took it was as if he was breaking off a piece of my heart, unknowingly taking those pieces with him.

Completely outside, he turned around to face me. Tear-stained cheeks, breath hitching with each intake of air, he spoke softly, “I’m sorry. Please forgive me, I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

Although my eyes may betray what I was truly feeling in that moment, I made sure my voice held no emotion, “I can’t Tae. Not anymore.” And with that I shut the door on him. My last image of him, shattered and in pain, his broken words and shaking figure, will forever haunt me. I sunk down to my knees; letting out all the screams and tears I had been holding back. The horrible ache in my chest intensifying with every cry.

Pairing: Jimin x Reader

Genre: A shitty attempt of angst

Word Count: 2545 words

Request: Can i request something angst for jimin? Like she and him used to be best friend but his girlfriend dont like y/n so she manage to make jimin believe that y/n hurt her out of jealousy and both y/n fight to the point jimin accidently push her and she fall from a stairs. Im sorry if im bad at explaining it.

You woke up from your sleep because of the constant ringing of your phone. Bothered, you looked for the annoying thing and you found it through all the mess you had in your room. You saw the screen and raised a eyebrow when the name of your best friend came up on it. You had twelve missed call from him, it must be important.

You took the call, a bit confused.

“Hey, is something happening?” You said while looking to all your room, yes, it was time to clean. It was even all an adventure to find your own phone.

You heard a growl coming out from your best friend and you got worried instantly. He was clearly mad at something or someone. He sometimes loses the mind when he is mad so it was not a good idea of him being alone while he was mad.

“Jimin?” You called his name. All you could hear was another growl “It is something bothering you? Jimin?”

“Actually yes, someone is bothering me” He said, you froze when his cold tone hit your ear. You felt shivers, he never used that tone with you. Never.

“Are you okay?” You asked, something was really wrong.

“Are you in your house?” He asked back instead.

“What? Uh…. Well yeah, why?”

“I’m coming” it was all he said before he ended the call. What was that?

You were worry, since the first moment when you heard his voice from the other line, you knew something was off, after all, he was your best friend, and you could tell when something was happening to him. And today, something was happening.

You started to clean up your room to kill time, but your mind was in something else, you wonder what could be that bad to make Jimin angry. He could be just stressed, or maybe he fought with the members, it had happen before, but you could feel something different this time.You didn’t know anything.

“YN! I’m here!” He screamed downstairs, clearly at your living room, you supposed he came in with the key you gave him. You were that good friends, so you trusted him a key in case of something happens. You left what you were doing and ran to him.

You found him, standing there, looking full of anger and his hands on fists. Carefully you got downstairs, analyzing his corporal language.

“Jimi-”

“How you dare?!” He screamed at the moment he saw you, you froze at your place, why he was so angry? Why he was screaming at you? You stayed without saying a single word, not because you couldn’t talk but because you didn’t know what to say, you didn’t know what he was saying.

When he noticed he was not going to get an answer, he came closer to you. You looked at his eyes and you couldn’t recognized the man it was in front of you and looking at you with fierce eyes. Even when you tried to move and you couldn’t, your body didn’t response.

When he was close enough to you, he took a deep breath before speaking.

“I asked you something YN… How you dare?” You blinked even more confused. How you dare what? Did you have done something to make him upset? You couldn’t say what.

Your face clearly showed how lost from the situation you were. But far away of trying to explain what he was meaning, he got even more angry.

“Don’t act as you don’t know what you have done YN, it doesn’t suit you” He muttered. You took a step back.

“I-I’m really not understanding what’s going on Jimin” You finally spoke, but that answer didn’t make Jimin happy.

He let a sarcastic laugh go from his mouth. You were unbelievable, and believe someday he called you his best friend.

“C'mon YN C'MON! I already told you! Stop pretending!”

“I am not Jimin! I’m not! I swear I don’t know what you’re talking about!” All you could feel after saying that sentence, was his hands grabbing you by your arms. You screamed in surprise. It was the first time his touch was not delicate.

You felt like crying, you had no clue about what was happening.

“Why did you do that?!” Jimin shook you, he was not thinking straight, he was so angry at you and at what he think you did that he didn’t realize he was hurting you.

“Do what?!” You screamed, with your eyes closed and feeling the first tear falling down.

“Why did you do that to Seulgi?!” You opened your eyes when her name came up, your eyes were already wet. Your mouth opened, not believing it.

It was all for her? For Seulgi? A girl that he has been dating for just 7 months?

“Wha-what?” His breathing was out of control, trying to control his anger, also yours, but you were trying to control your crying.

Your chest started to hurt. He was treating you like this just because his girlfriend? He was serious?

Now you were angry… What was wrong with him?

“Are you fucking serious right now?!” You pushed away his hand off your body aggressively “Have you lost your mind Park Jimin?!”

“What are you saying?” Jimin asked, you looked at him.

“What I am saying?! What are YOU saying?! What do you mean with ‘Why did you do that’? What I did?!” Jimin’s face was red, the atmosphere was tense and both of you were out of your mind.

“Jesus Christ YN!! You hurt my girlfriend and now you’re acting like you didn’t do anything? I can’t believe you!” His voice was deeper, and now, you were not able to think.

You hurt Seulgi? When? How? You haven’t seen her since few months ago!

“I hurt your girlfriend? Jimin! Are you crazy? How you can think that?!” Your voice was about to crack, you were hurt “Look… I don’t know what she said to you but… I can promise you, it’s not true, you know I would never hurt someone who is important to y-”

“Do you think I am that stupid? I know you don’t like her!”

“Just as much as she don’t like me!” You feet hit the floor, you had enough of her.

You never liked her, since the first moment you saw her you knew she was not good for Jimin. But you didn’t say anything because Jimin looked happy with her. And you could not take that from him, he was your best friend. That’s why you stayed quite about the bad vibes you felt from her.

Because you cared about your best friend, all you wanted for him was his happiness.

“She likes you! You are my best friend- Oh well, you were my best friend” That went right in your heart “Because I never thought you would go to the house of the woman I love just to hit her for being with me!”

What?

“That’s why you don’t like her? Uh? Because she is with me and you’re not? You are jealous, don’t you?”

Wait… What? You laughed.

“So… That’s what she said? That I- I went to her house just because I was jealous of your relationship? Don’t fucking make me laugh Jimin! That’s so ridiculous! You’re not more than just my friend! I can’t believe you actually believed he-”

“She is my girlfriend” Jimin said, and then you shut up immediately.

You opened your eyes at surprise.

“And I’m your best friend since we were sixteen Jimin” Your voice indicated how much hurt you were “You have dating her just for 7 fucking months! How you can believe her more than me?” You said, with your voice completely broken.

It was your friendship that little to him?

His silence and the way he looked away told you the answer. Your heart was broken.

“Jimin… I promise you… I promise you she is lying, you know that all I want for you it’s to be happy. I would never do something like that” You said, trying to reach his eyes, but his look was in another place but you. You sighed “So… Tell me, who you will believe in? Me or her?” As you asked, you expected his answer to be that he believes you more than her.

But all you got again was nothing.

And you started to cry again.

He was throwing all those years of friendship to the trash just because of her. You knew him the most, you knew every single thing about him, but right now, you could see that doesn’t mean a thing to Jimin. And it hurts.

“So that’s it… Our friendship doesn’t mean anything to you…” You said while stepping back from him. You wiped away one of your tears and sobbed.

Jimin finally looked at you.

“It’s not lik-”

“Then how?! Because all I can see it’s my own best friend not trusting me!” You felt the wall on your back, you covered your face trying to shut up your sobs.

Jimin bitted his lip. Ashamed, what he was doing? What he did? How he dare to not trust you? Only at that moment he realized what such a dick he was being towards you.

The only thought of you hurting someone he loves drove him crazy. What a hypocrite, he once promised he would never let someone hurt you, but look at him right now, what he is doing?

“But you know what? Think whatever you want, if you believe your girlfriend than me then, go with her!”

He eyes opened widely, alarmed, he didn’t like where this conversation was going.

“What do you… mean?” His voice was clearly more calm than just a minutes ago, but all this situation was hurting you.

You took all the courage you had and looked up to meet his worried eyes.

“I think we should end this friendship” You sentenced, you bitted your lip trying to repress your own crying.

A groan let his mouth as he stepped back at surprise.

You didn’t say that right? Jimin felt his eyes becoming wet with his tears. This can not be happening. You were not saying that you want to finish your contact with him.

His heart was hurting, but yours was already broken.

“YN… You don’t mean that” Jimin said, his expressions could tell how he was feeling. But you didn’t care anymore. If he didn’t.

“Of course I do. I don’t see the point of being friends with you if you don’t believe or trust me” You walked to your door, you doubt, but once you remembered the way he treated you, without asking you first. It was all you needed, you opened the door.

“So please, get out of my house” Bang “And please never try to contact me again Jimin”

“YN…” He muttered, now he was crying and shaking. How did you two guys got to this point?

“Get out” You begged without looking at him.

“No!” He refused, approaching to you, his hand found yours “I will not do that” His eyes looking for yours while he caressed your fingers.

“Please, please Jimin get out”

“No” You growled, you have lost your patience. You hit his hand to make him let you go. You walked away from him and you started to go up “Where you going? We have not finished this YN”

“Yes we do Jimin” You answered coldly. Afraid of losing his best friend, he ran towards you.

His hand grabbed your left arm.

“No we don’t” Now it was all like a minutes ago, you felt little by his dominance.

“Ji-Jimin let me go”

“No YN, you can’t just run away from this. You can’t end our friendship just because I found out what you did so-”

“The fact you still blaming me and not Seulgi says alot about how serious you take this 'friendship’ Jimin” He denied with his head.

“YN don’t be like this” You smirked.

“Tell me one thing Jimin… Do you trust me?” As you asked he was already answering. He was not losing you.

“With all of my life” You nodded. You were about to test that.

“So will you believe me? You will believe I’m saying the truth about Seulgi?” You looked right into his eyes, but all you could see was how he was doubting. Incredible.

“It’s just… hard for me YN…” You shook your head, disappointed at him “No no just hear me out yes? It’s just hard, right now I can’t see who is telling the truth”

“I am saying the truth”

“How I can know it?” That was enough. You were already tired of him doubting at you.

“MY WORD SHOULD BE ENOUGH JIMIN” Your voice echoed over the whole house. Jimin froze.

“YES BUT HOW WOULD FEEL SEULGI IF I DON’T BELIEVE HER” He screamed back. The whole house was all full of screams again.

“YOU DIDN’T CARE ABOUT HOW I WOULD FEEL ABOUT THAT TOO” You slapped his hand “I ALREADY TOLD YOU, IF YOU’RE GONNA TO BELIEVE IN THE WORDS OF THAT BITCH MORE THAN MINE THEN GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE! I DON’T NEED PEOPLE LIKE YOU” You roared while trying to get into your room, you were fighting dangerously near of the stairs.

“DONT CALL HER BITCH YN” He screamed while fighting with you, in an failed attempt of making you stop hitting him. He pushed you too hard, you lost the balance and as you felt you were about to fall, you tried to grab his shirt or even his hand.

But it was too late, Jimin was not fast enough to reaction and catch you. When he realized, you were already rolling downstairs, he even could heard every single moment that your body was getting hit. He screamed horrified. Tears rolling down his face. But when you were about to finally fall in the floor, in the last step, you hit your head. Shaking he ran to your rigid body that was laying in the floor.

“YN!!” His heart stopped at the moment he saw that from your head, blood was coming out “Ooh my god YN please answer me” He didn’t know what to do, he was a mess, a lot of emotions were messing him up. Guilt, fear and worry.

Carefully, he took you into his arms, his tears weren’t going to stop. His hand caressed your face, the other hand tried to cover up the place of where the blood was coming.

“Oh god oh god YN!” Jimin shook you trying to make you reaction. But you didn’t. You were pale “God…what I have done!? YN!!” Finally, his brain sent him a command. Look for help.

Wiping his tears, he carried you and went out of your apartment screaming for someone to call the ambulance.

He was losing his mind. What if something happens to you? How he would live with that? He was regretting everything. He was crying inconsolably next to your body while he was waiting for the ambulance to arrive, his hand holding yours.

“You are gonna to be okay YN” Jimin sobbed “You have to be okay” His voice cracked “You’re strong”

He should have believed you.

And maybe the things could have ended differently.

And yep, here I am with my shitty writing skills. But anyways, I hope you like this baby!

Yoongi forgets your birthday because he’s busy with Suran. 

BTS x Reader

Genre: Angst

Namjoon’s Sister AU

[PT.1] [PT.2] [PT.3][PT.4] [PT.5] [PT.6] [PT.7] [PT.8] [PT.9] [PT.10] [PT.11] [PT.12][PT.13] [PT.14:END] [PT.14-Alternative]

READ THIS PART (alternative) AFTER PT.12 FOR IT TO MAKE SENSE!

Namjoon’s p.o.v

She hasn’t returned my messages, and I was starting to worry about her all over again. Why was she constantly hiding away from me? Why did she constantly hide her feelings? Why can’t she just open up and tell me that she’s hurting? I was walking towards her apartment, with her favourite snacks in a bag in my hands. Maybe this will make her feel better. 

BTS x Reader

Genre: Angst

Namjoon’s Sister AU

[PT.1] [PT.2] [PT.3][PT.4] [PT.5] [PT.6] [PT.7] [PT.8] [PT.9] [PT.10] [PT.11] [PT.12] [PT.13] [PT.14 END] [PT.14 Alternative]

Y/N’s p.o.v

I was waiting patiently for their arrival, I was early. I never liked being late, I hated the thought of making others wait for me, so I stood there waiting. Half an hour passed and I was still waiting. They’re only five minutes late I thought to myself, maybe coming so early wasn’t the best idea.

I was startled when I felt someone give me a back hug. I was ready to start swinging my arms until I heard familiar voices. The person who was hugging me had let go, and turned me to face them.

“Princess, how are you? It’s been a while.” Jin had his hands on my shoulders staring right at me, I felt a little flustered but I managed to smile.

“I’m good, how have you been?”

“I’ve been good too.” He said and ruffled my hair.

“Y/N.” I saw Joonie have his arms out wide open. I hesitated at first but gave him a hug anyway. This was nice, I missed it.

I pulled away and looked at everyone, I didn’t know how to face Hoseok or Jimin. I didn’t know how they felt about me still and it did make me feel slightly uncomfortable. Neither of them smiled at me, or even greeted me so I take it that they’re still mad. Jimin was my best friend, and it hurt knowing that I’ve lost him because of my stupidity. I understand why they may not like me anymore so I suppose I’ll just have to move on and pretend nothing ever happened.

“Let’s get going!” Yoongi piped up and we headed towards the entrance. I walked behind them still feeling some sort of awkward aura between us all, but Taehyung held back and waited for me.

“Y/N…” He called my name softly whilst walking and not turning to look at me.

“Hmm?” 

“I’m sorry.” He turned to look at me but I shook my head.

“Why are you sorry?”

“Because I betrayed you, I never should have told them to come and I’m sorry because you’ve probably lost all trust and faith in me.” He looked guilty, and I admit that at first I was mad but how could I stay angry at him when he never meant any harm?

“It’s okay Tae, I’m not mad at you. Actually I’m thankful to have you in my life, you didn’t betray me. You only did what you thought was best but I was too stubborn and childish to see that, so for that I’m sorry. You’ve only ever done what you could to help me and I pushed you away.” I admitted.

“No don’t be, how about we just call it even?” He said and stopped, causing me to stop beside him. I nodded and he pulled me into a hug. 

“Hurry up!” Joonie complained and we pulled away and rushed towards them again. I was about to walk off when Jin stopped me.

“Are you really okay?” I nodded, reassuring him. But was I really? My best friend hates me, Hoseok doesn’t seem to want to be here, I just wanted to make everyone happy. “So why do you look so conflicted?”

“Does Hoseok and Jimin hate me?” I questioned bluntly. 

“What makes you think that?” 

“I’m just getting this vibe off of them. But it’s okay if they do, I completely get it, this was all my fault anyway so if they do then I understand.” I was hurt, but I didn’t want to show it. I don’t want to continue being that same old weak Y/N who acts like a child and needs to grab attention from everyone. If they don’t like me anymore then I’m just going to leave it.

Jimin’s p.o.v

I overheard her conversation with Jin hyung. Idiot. I don’t hate you, I’m just embarrassed and too stubborn to admit that I was wrong. Too afraid to apologise for being a shitty best friend. How could I even claim that title after what I had put her through. Knowing her, she believes that all this was her fault, but it wasn’t. We all played a part in hurting her, I was someone she trusted but I took advantage of that, I ruined the friendship we had once I had messaged back in the group chat. I should have never said those things, but I did. 

We walked around and had food, I still wasn’t speaking to her. She looked like she was having fun, especially with Taehyung. Did she replace me with him? Not like I can stop her from doing so, but I was jealous. I shoulder barged into Taehyung, who was standing next to Y/N. I continued walking ahead until I heard.

“Oh my gosh, Y/N are you okay? I’m so sorry.” I spun around and saw that Y/N was now on the floor with a scratch on her leg. The force of me walking into him must have caused a domino effect that knocked Y/N over. Now I felt even guiltier, I rushed over to her side as did everyone else.

“Are you okay?” I questioned, she looked at me with tears welling up in her eyes but nodded shyly and looked away.

“Ya, why did you walk into Taehyung like that Jimin?” Hoseok hyung glared at me. “Yeah I saw everything.” 

“It’s okay I’m fine don’t worry about it.” She smiled at us and got up. 

“Small, lets go get you cleaned up.” Namjoon glared at me whilst walking past holding a limping Y/N by his side.

“What the hell is wrong with you hyung?” Jungkook questioned me. “And you Hoseok hyung, why are they two of you so bitter? Can’t you see how hard Y/N is trying? Can’t you see how much she’s hurting? And I don’t mean physically, but emotionally.

“What did I do?” Hoseok complained.

“Exactly, you didn’t do anything Hoseok. You arrived and hadn’t said a single word to her.” Yoongi confirmed.

“She asked me if you two hated her.” Jin confessed.

“What? No I don’t, I’m just guilty for being so mean so I don’t know how to be around her.”

“She’s trying to push it aside and pretend that nothing happened, she’s trying but the two of you aren’t doing anything to help her and Jimin hyung, why would you knock into Taehyung like that?”

“You’re jealous because we’re close aren’t you?” Taehyung interjected.

“She was my best friend, but now you come along, I don’t even know how to apologise to her and you’re making it more difficult for me.” I said in such a bitter tone, I’m sure everyone realised that I was just jealous.

“You don’t know how much she misses you Jimin, and Hoseok hyung you have no idea how bad she feels for lashing out on you. Just have some decency and apologise for a change and stop making her feel like she’s in hell because the both of you are incapable of saying a simple sorry.”

“She misses me?” 

“Isn’t it obvious? She keeps stealing glances at you and after realising you don’t even care enough to look at her face just drops.” Jungkook said whilst rolling his eyes. 

It was silent between us all until Y/N came back, smiling.

“Are you okay?” Hoseok hyung asked her, which took her by surprise because her eyes widened. 

“Yeah, I’m definitely much better now.” Her smile was so genuine, you could tell that she was sincerely happy that Hoseok acknowledged her.

“I’m sorry Y/N.” I apologised.

“Oh no, it’s not your fault I’m just really clumsy I mean I must take it after my brother, I can’t even stand properly.” Namjoon hyung flicked her on the head.

“Not just that, I’m sorry for everything.” She looked like she wanted to cry, but instead she just wrapped her arms around my neck and hugged me.

“It’s okay, I just want my best friend back.” I nodded and hugged her back.

Namjoon’s p.o.v

After a few hours, we parted our ways. Y/N and I headed out to grab dinner whilst everyone else went home. Although we practically spent the whole day together, we barely even spoke because of the guys. 

“How have you been small?” I say whilst looking up from the menu.

“Pretty good I guess, how about you?” 

“Same, just busy I guess.”

“You don’t have to have dinner with me if you’re busy you know, I mean you’ve already spent the whole day with me and that’s honestly more than enough.” She looked guilty, how and why does she look guilty for asking to spend time with me? Her brother.

“I didn’t mean it like that.”

“Right, I’m sorry.”

“Why do I still feel so distant from you?” I asked her. 

“I - I don’t know, I’m sorry.” 

Y/N’s p.o.v

I felt like I wanted to cry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know how to act in front of Joonie. I don’t want to do anything that will make him mad at me. 

“Why do I still feel so distant from you?” he asked me, that’s something I never wanted to hear, because it’s not what I want and if that’s what he’s saying then it’s my fault he feels this way.

“I - I don’t know, I’m sorry.”

“Will you stop apologising? You’re not doing anything wrong. What happened to you?”

“Nothing happened to me.” 

“Then why can’t you be comfortable like you were before? Like the old times? Why have you changed so much? It’s making me feel awkward and uncomfortable.”

“I, I guess I’m afraid of doing something that you don’t like that will aggravate you. I don’t want to do something that you don’t like. I want to be that good younger sister that you loved before, but I didn’t know that it was making you feel uncomfortable.”

“Why does what I like matter so much? What about the things that you like?”

Namjoon’s p.o.v

“Last time I did something like that, this huge mess happened. I don’t want that again.” She said so quietly I could barely hear her.

“This is because of me?”

“I’m not blaming you oppa, it was my fault. I should have been more careful, I should have looked out for you more and I shouldn’t have done those things that could damage your career. You’ve worked so hard for it, I can’t be the one to ruin it for you.”

“How do you think that makes me feel? I feel like I’m ruining your life because of what may or may not even happen.”

“You’re not, it’s what I chose to do.” 

“But why?”

“You’re my big brother Joonie, I don’t want to let you down. I promised that I won’t let you down but I already broke that promise so I really have to set myself straight. It’s what I’ve always done for you so I’m sorry that I messed up that one time, I won’t let it happen again, I don’t know what came over me because I never got myself into that kind of trouble before but I promise I’ll go back to how it was before.” 

“But you’re not happy.” 

“If you and the boys are happy, then I’m happy too.” she smiled at me, so genuinely. How was she so selfless? How have I never noticed? All I thought about was myself the past few years that I had no idea she was hurting.

After all this time, I’ve finally come to realise, my image, the scolding. Non of it was worth it. All this time Y/N did everything she could to protect my image like she had promised to. But when she slipped up that one time to be a normal teenage girl, we scolded her, we hurt her. I finally realised how hard it must have been for her to neglect a fun life, where she could do whatever she wanted. She was never able to be herself because she didn’t want it to affect us. She put us before herself and we selfishly put ourselves before her, or more like I put myself before her. Is our image really that important if it made those around us miserable? All this time she was looking out for us, for me. But I never did the same for her. 

BTS x Reader

Genre: Angst

Namjoon’s Sister AU

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Y/N’s p.o.v

It’s been days since Joonie’s messaged me and thinking back, I knew I was being childish. I shouldn’t have ignored him, I know exactly how it feels to be ignored so why would I do it to someone that I care so much about? Even if I no longer meant as much to him as I did before, he’s still my big brother than I cherish dearly and I know it’s been a hard few years for him too. I should have been more considerate about his situation, even if it meant that I had to hold myself back from doing the things that I wanted to do. He admitted his own mistakes, so why can’t I admit to my own?

Older brother Namjoon + rest of BTS scolds you PT. 12

BTS x Reader

Genre: Angst

Namjoon’s Sister AU

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Honestly, what I wanted wasn’t his constantly consistent apologies… I didn’t want to see or hear him say ‘I’m sorry’ I wanted him to care like how he used to. But genuinely. I don’t know if it’s just me being paranoid or if it was true. I feel that oppa was only apologising and giving me attention because he felt bad. As though he was only talking to me because he felt obliged to, not because he wanted to. He did so because he felt bad, because he felt sorry for me… because I’m just the pitiful younger sister who’s incapable of handling her own feelings and her own life. 

I didn’t want to ignore him, that was the last thing I ever wanted to do. But every time I wanted to answer, I was afraid. Afraid of the response I might get, afraid of being pushed to the side like I didn’t matter. Mum and dad, they always used to compare me to him, and actually they still do. ‘Be more responsible like your brother, don’t cause him anymore trouble than you already have.’ My parents scolded me for wrecking his name, they scolded me every time. I was always the culprit, but even though they never loved me like they loved Joonie I could never hate him because it’s true that I’ll never be as good as him. Mum and dad has always pushed me away and now even oppa did the same. But he’s always been a role model to me. I wanted to be like him, so I could never hate him no matter how much I was looked down upon for not resembling his good traits.

Oppa is successful, he’s smart and so talented in many ways, and he will always be our family’s jewel. But me? Me on the other hand was the complete opposite of what he is. I’m not successful, I haven’t yet found what career path I wanted to take. I’m not smart like he is, I don’t have an area of expertise. In fact, I’m nothing but a burden, I’ve always been a burden to everyone. I could never handle myself, I’m just a foolish kid who’s always lost in her own little world. 

And no one needed that in their lives, nobody needs to drag around deadweight. A deadweight like me.

BTS x Reader

Genre: Angst

Namjoon’s Sister AU

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Y/N’s p.o.v

It was a lie. Saying that I didn’t need him anymore was a complete lie. I wanted to have my older brother around. I wanted him to protect me like the knight in shining armour he once was. But having me around him is probably making his life more difficult, and he doesn’t need that. He doesn’t need his annoying younger sister who does nothing but cause trouble. He doesn’t need, me.

We stood there in silent. I still had tears cascading down my face. He looked at me, his eyes welling up with tears too. What have I done? It was never my intention to make him cry. 

BTS x Reader

Genre: Angst

Namjoon’s Sister AU

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Y/N’s p.o.v

“Joonie?” I say completely confused, what was he even doing here?

“Oh uh hi baby sis, you’re up?” 

“Well yeah you were crashing and banging, I’m pretty sure it could have woken up the entire building.” I say quite frankly. “What are you doing here?” I wasn’t completely mad that he was standing in my kitchen, hammering at my counter top. But at the same time I feel sort of resentful. 

“I was waiting for you outside of your door -”

“Yeah I saw you, but what are you doing in here?” 

“You fainted, I had to bring you inside.” He explained. 

“But why do you care?” I was bitter and I knew that but I couldn’t help myself, because what they said, tore me up inside. 

“Come on small, don’t be like that.” Small, he used to call me that all the time. 

“Don’t be like what? How else do you want me to act? What more do you want to control?” I started to raise my voice. It was always ‘don’t do this’ ‘don’t do that’. 

“I know it was wrong of me and I’m sorry, can’t you just accept my apology and move on?” He was raising his voice at me now too. A few years ago, he would cherish me, made sure nobody hurt me and would never raise his voice at me. But now all he has done is hurt me. 

“How am I supposed to just accept your apology and move on oppa? When you’ve always been someone that I looked up to, you were always the one who taught me well, but you neglected me. You used to protect me, but now? You’re the one who hurt me the most.” I was on the verge of tears, it’s been so long that it’s just the two of us talking, just brother and sister time. When I used to have nightmares as a kid, Namjoon would be the one to read me a story whilst crouching by the side of my bed and made sure I fell asleep okay. But right now, he was my biggest nightmare. “You used to care about me so much, what happened?” My voice lowered and tears fell, quickly wiping them away I looked up at him.”You used to be my saviour oppa, but now it’s like I don’t even know who you are anymore.”

“I still love and care about you Y/N, why are you being so difficult? I’m trying to make amends but you’re acting so childish!” He raised his voice and I couldn’t help but flinch. I can’t lie and say that it didn’t scare me when he was like this, because he was rarely ever like this. My head was spinning and I felt like complete shit, but what does that matter right?

“I’m being childish? My older brother and his best friends, including my very own best friend, spoke badly of me behind my back. The same older brother who just 4 years ago would not let anyone say a single bad thing about me, not even mum and dad. You’d always hide me behind your back when I was in trouble. You’d tell the kids who were mean to me off. You did so much for me back then. Maybe I’m just expecting too much, maybe I grew up relying on you too much. Or maybe you just don’t love your lil small anymore, because I’m useless and only ever cause you trouble.” I was trying so hard to remain calm, so hard to not allow my tears to fall but it was working. They just kept falling. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry I’m a pain in the ass to you. I’m sorry I’m not good enough. I’m sorry I’m not the same small you used to love and care about.” I swallowed back my flowing tears and smiled slightly up towards him. “I won’t cause you anymore trouble, you don’t have to worry about me. I’ll stay away so you don’t have to see me anymore. I’m sorry for being dramatic. I really am. So, oppa. Could you please leave?” 

“This is a little too much don’t you think? Over something so little?” I chuckled, is that really what he thought?

“It may have been little to you because you don’t look up and respect me like I do, you. Ever since I could walk and talk, I’ve learned so much from you, you were that older brother to me that became my shield. The older brother that I had endless respect for. So to me it’s like my whole world was crashing down on me. You had know idea that the last four years have been hell, you wouldn’t know because you never really asked how I was. But I get that, you’re busy. I understood. But when I needed you the most and told you some things, you don’t even remember and you always pushed me aside telling me that you’d ‘message me later’ because you’re occupied doing something. But no matter how long I waited for my older brother to get back to me, he never did. I was always the one starting up a conversation. Because I missed my big bro, but he didn’t miss me. I felt as though I was just a complete burden so I stopped. Life got harder, but it’s okay now. I’m a big girl and I can handle it.” I smiled one last time at him. “Because I don’t need you anymore.” 

BTS x Reader

Genre: Angst

Namjoon’s Sister AU

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Taehyung’s p.o.v

Without another word she got up and walked away. I felt bad. No, I felt awful. She said I’d betrayed her, I hurt her. I hurt my cute lil raindrop that I care about so dearly. How could I do that to her when she specifically asked me not to bring them? What did I do? 

I walked my way back to the cafe, where the guys expected me to bring Y/N back with me. I made my way in and sat down. 

“Where is she?” Namjoon asked. 

“She hates me now too.” I swallowed hard. I still couldn’t believe myself, how did I manage to hurt someone that I love?

“What do you mean?” Hobi asked, frowning.

“I was never supposed to bring you guys with me. I was never supposed to break her promise and tell you that I was going to see her today. She trusted me and I betrayed that.” 

“Why is she being so damn dramatic about everything? Can’t she just grow the fuck up already?” Jimin said slamming his hands on the table.

“Ya, she’s like this because of you guys. She’s completely torn, and so hurt because all you guys care about is the way you look in the public eye. Have you never taken into consideration her feelings? You guys spoke badly of her behind her back. Namjoon hyung, you of all people should have known better. You of all people should have stuck up for her, protected her when she needed you the most. And Jimin, you seriously call yourself her best friend? She couldn’t even tell you that she was suffering. We were all so damn clueless about her. We all just assumed that she was okay. Every time something bad was written about her, we only assumed she was okay. We only ever assumed that she was in the wrong. Now if you don’t mind I’m going to go find her because it seems to me non of you even care.”  I shook my head and left them all sitting there completely silent. 

Y/N’s p.o.v

I didn’t know where I was walking to, I had no idea where I was going. But I kept walking, I was beyond hurt. It was slowly becoming more and more unbearable. I thought I had it all, I had big brother who once treated me so well, and his best friends thought of me as their own sister too at one point. But I mess up one time and lose everything. I lose my brother, I lose my best friend and I lose the last person I thought I could trust. 

Who did I have left? Myself? I don’t even know who I am anymore. Who would have known that losing the closest people around you could hurt this much? Was I the one at fault here? Maybe I am. Maybe non of this would have happened if I just didn’t do anything, maybe I would still have my brother and his friends, my best friends if I just, listened to them and took in what they had said. Maybe they wouldn’t be put in such difficult positions if I just, if I just wasn’t around them anymore. They’ve proved to me that they didn’t need me, they never did. They have each other and thats all that they needed. 

Just my luck, it’s raining. It didn’t even take long until I was completely soaked from head to toe. I didn’t have an umbrella, I didn’t have a jacket but I kept walking, Walking in the rain hid the fact that my tears never stopped falling, no one could see that I was dying more and more inside. That this feeling of being alone and so lonely was tearing me up.

 I’ve been walking for hours now, it hasn’t stopped raining and it was getting darker each second. I felt so numb, I felt the world beneath me spinning. I looked up and saw that I had finally reached my apartment complex. I lived alone, mum and dad thought it was a good idea for me to be independent. But look where that got me. I walked into the building, and noticed that the elevators were broken down. Nothing wanted to go well for me did it? The world hates me. So I walked slowly up the stairs and made my way up to the eleventh floor. I felt as though I was going to collapse, but I kept walking until I reached my door. Only to find him sat with his head in his hands and that was the last thing I saw.

BTS x Reader

Genre: Angst

Namjoon’s Sister AU

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Y/N’s p.o.v

I reached the cafe that Taehyung told me to meet him at, and I looked for him through the glass windows before wanting to go in. When his soft brown hair caught my eye, I noticed he wasn’t alone. He brought them along. Every member, including my brother. Someone I wanted to see the least right now. He brought them along even after he had promised me that he wouldn’t. I stood there looking at him as tears welled up in my eyes. I thought he cared about me, I thought I could trust his word, I feel so betrayed. Why was everyone against me? 

I saw him look up at me and guilt washed over his face, I assume it was because I was stood here silently staring whilst tears fell down my face. Before he could even stand up from his seat, I took off - I ran until I got far enough away from the cafe, when I realised that I to Joonie and I’s favourite spot, a quiet park that rarely anyone ever went to. Joonie would usually write music here whilst I played with RapMon. I missed my brother, it’s been over a year since I got to come here with him. I took a seat on the bench and dropped my head, still crying and wanting the ground to swallow me whole because I didn’t want anyone to see me crying right now.

Older brother Namjoon + rest of BTS scolds you PT.6