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wish i was dead

why tF do i keep doing this to myself. i keep ruining and sabotaging everything. i need to fucking stop rn. god i’m such a fucking failure. ?? all i want is to be able to look myself in the mirror and be content with what i’m seeing but then i go and do this. fucking god

lmaooo i should get back on ana tumblr lowkey miss it

i’m never gonna eat again

my auntie told me i looked slimmer last night, last time i saw her was almost a year ago… personally i feel like i’ve gained weight but maybe not? idk i feel like i don’t know what i really look like anymore

lmaooo just had two bowls of ice cream because i just got bad news sigh i love life

i barely count calories anymore… maybe i should start again