I don’t know if it was intentionally put on my front lawn or if it was dropped or if it was supposed to be garbage but look at this piece of art, obviously it’s a little ones piece of art and honestly? I love it.

“This is what I looked like when I was being bullied.”

I decided that people can go ahead and hate me for using meta or Ai

Happy pride month

Now I experience a lot of guilt because of my obsessive compulsive disorder. Guilt that doesn’t exist, doesn’t need to exist but nonetheless..

I feel so much guilt that I haven’t thought about Maisy more, that I haven’t talked about her enough, that I am not doing enough to find her and that there’s not new posters to help.

We’re using the same ones from 2008.

Some people think I should just move on… but guilt rips me apart. I hate feeling that I’m not keeping her spirit or energy alive, that I am not giving enough of my time to her.

I asked Shane for a hug because I needed one.

I just learned by opening up Facebook that my childhood best friend is getting married in three days (from a mutual friend) and I know it’s selfish to feel sad. I want to say I am happy for him but I’m not there yet.