Sheās only 17, her whole lifeās ahead of her.
She hates school because the people there discredit her.
Her boyfriend tries to show her thatās not how it seems.
But everyday she just gets lowered with her self-esteem.
He letās her know that every night will have a brighter day,
She even tried to overdose and take her life away.
Sheās feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed,
Then he takes his hand and places it beside her head.
He tries to hold her but with every touch she still resists,
And then he sees the scars that bury deep within her wrists,
Sheās feeling numb, he tries to beg and plead and ask her, āWhy?ā
She says this way she has control of the pain she feels inside.
Heās asking her, āHow long itās going since youāve felt this way?
Because you got me here, just feeling so damn helpless.ā
She says, āItās been a while. I guess I needed better luck.ā
And then he screams at her and tells her, āBaby, never cut!
The next day at school sheās feeling better than the day before.
Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor.
But all that seemed to end: she dropped her books when she walked into class.
And every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh.
She couldnāt take it anymore, she sent her boy a text.
She said, "I love you with my body, heart and soul to death.ā
He thought nothing, typed āI love youā, then he sent it.
By ādeathā he didnāt know that she had literally just meant it.
She ducked the next class, ran home into the bathroom.
Thought to herself she wouldnāt break her promise that soon.
One cutā¦ two cutsā¦ three cutsā¦ four
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor.
Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated.
He followed it right down to her house he never waited.
The front door was open, he heard the water running.
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning
He puts her arm around his shoulder, heās just tryna lean her back up.
Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub.
Feels his whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche.
Screaming out so heavily, āSomebody call an ambulance!ā
Feeling mad angry like somebodyās led her onto this.
Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness.
Thinking to himself why the hell did she just stop at will.
The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital.
Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency.
Sheās lost a lot of blood the place looks like a murder scene,
An hour later, the doc walks over with a sour face,
And says, āExcuse me for the words that Iām about to say.
Iām sorry for your loss,ā the boy just starts collapsing.
His own world, his own girl just took a crashing.
Saying to himself that itās his fault and that he let it up.
āBaby, I thought you made a promise you would never cut.ā
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