Jennifer Juan Confessions

Lacey’s expanded lore in Bloodline broke me in a lot of ways. I was depressed and down and it was beautiful.

Wish we could have the diverse verse days back.

Met Jennifer at a queer event she was appearing at last year and I don’t think I’ll ever get over how good her perfume smelled. I feel like a creep.

The acapella of Eating Butterflies is my favourite version of it but I feel mean for thinking that.

Cowgirl Love and Last Of The Last Dances are the kind of music Jennifer should do more of. There is no reason for her to follow trends and make generic songs when she is capable of songs that good.

Nobody kill me but…….. I ship Jennifer with a male streamer she interacts with. He seems so in love with her and it’s cute as hell. She never seems to notice that he likes her and you can hear how wide he smiles when she says something cute and innocent. I don’t think I want her to reciprocate but seeing a guy so clearly smitten with Jen reminds me of myself and I feel less stupid for being in love with a girl I can never have. I love whenever they interact and their streams together give me butterflies.

In the minority but I don’t want a dream girls album. Jennifer should focus on herself and her own music because she makes better music on her own.

Restless Violets is a fun magazine but I feel stupid reading it because I’m questioning my gender. I don’t want to let it go because I love Jen but I feel so non binary that reading lesbian stuff makes me feel like a fraud.

I hope that Jennifer will release an album that sounds like the songs she has been doing for mire radio one day because it suits her voice a lot.

Liking Jen’s new crew on Twitch. The friendships seem genuine so it makes me happy to see Jen hanging around with people who give as much as she gives to them. The costreams are great to see.

‘Stop me! I can’t control myself!’ in Warfare was scary but sad. The heartbreak, darkness and fear in Jennifer’s voice in that line broke me.

I want more Jennifer/Paddington duets. She sounds like she’s having fun.

Mother Wound and One More Step seem connected and it makes me scared because I think they could be connected by Jennifer’s life.

So confusing so divine being a song she wrote as a joke is hilarious because its a better song than everything on NASD.

Wish I could meet Jennifer just once so I could tell her how much she changed my life but I live so far away.

I miss Jen’s last girlfriend not because I shipped them but because I was happy that Jen wasn’t alone. She needs someone.

Christmas Magic Of You and Red Motorcycle are sisters.