This is how the angel dies†

missään ei oo hyvä

Dad i wish you would put that bottle down i wish you would tell me you loved me without reeking of alcohol you missed my school performances, you forgot to tell me you were proud of me dad im tired of making excuses for you, my friends cant come over because your passed out on the couch too drunk to remember your name i cant study because your knocking things over, im missing school because im too scared to get in a car with you my room has become my sanctuary because you have tarnished every inch of this house sometimes i feel as if your death would lift this burden you make me feel guilty, you make me feel inadequate dad i hate you for forgetting to be my dad

I got your blood and do it better.