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hoseok x reader (oc) genre: angst; slight fluff word count: 4.7K

a/n: Hi lovelies! For absolutely no reason I decided to give Hobi and reader/Petal a conflict xo. Actually, it really isn’t that random, I’ve been planning this fic for a while but ugh making these two fight hurts my heart so I had been putting it off. Anyways, this takes place about 6 months into their relationship and Hobi went and fucked up :/ I hope you all enjoy and thanks for reading! :)) 

There was still sleep in your eyes, and definitely in your hair, as you prepared coffee while your dad spoke to you through your phone screen. He had been going on about the new neighbors for the past five minutes.

“What are you, neighborhood watch?” You teased him.

“No,” he replied, “just curious.”

“It’s not often that someone new moves in,” your mom called out from another room.

“I know, very exciting,” you mumbled, staring at the coffee pot.

As your dad went into a story about the little brown dog the neighbors have, your gaze drifted to Hoseok who just entered the kitchen, looking even more tired than you. He looked so cuddly and cute you couldn’t stop the smile that formed on your lips in response to seeing him. “Morning,” you mouthed to him, earning a sunshine smile in return.

“Is that Hoseok?” Your dad interrupted his own story.

Nodding, your eyes followed Hobi as he stepped toward you to be in view of the video call. “Hi, good morning,” your boyfriend greeted. At the sound of his name and his greeting, your mom came rushing into the room.

I am not even kidding.

yoongi x reader (oc) genre: angst beta readers: @aurorassadprosee; @stayjimin​  word count: 6.3K

a/n: Ok lovelies, there’s no resolution to the fight in this yet lol. Reader/Kid is experiencing frustration along with a confusing mix of emotions and Yoongi is trying to keep up and make amends and yeah. I guess it’s just like sad? and frustrating? Anyways, here’s 6.3K words of Kid denying her emotions and pretending to not care nearly as much as she does. I hope you all enjoy and thanks for reading! :)) 

Staring at the back of your boyfriend’s head, you picked at your nails nervously. He was busy, you knew that, but he was always busy these days. One cancelled plan is understandable, hell even the second cancellation was valid with his line of work, but that didn’t keep you from feeling a bit rejected. You wanted to spend time with him and those desires were starting to take over your impulses as well as your emotions.

As he clicked away on his keyboard, one headphone over his ear as the other was pulled off in case you called for his attention, you worked up the courage to do just that. It’s just Yoongi, you thought to yourself. The worst he would do is tell you he can’t spare the time for you later, you could handle that, even if you didn’t want to hear any variation of rejection from him. Sighing at yourself, you sat up straight on his studio couch. “Hey, Yoongi?”

A hum met your ears as he quickly clicked a few more things on his monitor before pulling the headphones down to rest around his neck. “What’s up, Kid?” He asked, turning around in his chair to face you. He was so clueless to everything swirling around your head, and that was both assuring and frustrating. If he wasn’t concerned then that should be a good sign, right? But then again, if there was no problems on his horizon then why were you so stressed from your point of view?

“Are you gonna be busy tonight?” You asked, an edge of tentativeness in your tone that Yoongi easily picked up on. A pout slowly formed on his lips as he looked back at his monitor and thought for a moment.

“I don’t have to be,” he mumbled, looking back to you with a soft gaze.

“Yeah?” You questioned, staring at him intently. “It’s ok if you need to work, it’s just, I was thinking we could hang out just the two of us. Without work.” You waited for him to respond but he made no move to speak, simply watching you carefully instead. “It’s just you’ve been so busy and it’s been a few weeks since we hung out just us two without some sort of work invol-” you began to ramble on, over-explaining yourself out of nervousness.

“Kid, it’s ok, we can have a date night,” he interrupted you, flashing you a small gummy grin, entertained by your almost shy behavior. It was rare that he saw you act this way. Normally, you adored that smile, always wanting to see more of it. But the situation was becoming humiliating for you, as though you were begging for his attention; as though you weren’t ok without it. The smile taunted you and your vulnerability. “Wanna go out, or just at your place?”

I was ready to start organizing my week when i got the notification for this. Did i just drop everything to read it? Of course. Was it a good decision? Yes and no. Was it good? THIS IS OLIVIA’S WORK WE ARE TALKING ABOUT, HOW DARE YOU ASK ME THAT?!?!

It ruined me, but let’s move on

Kid being all nervous got me nervous, idk, Liv has that power. And the more she thought about her feelings, about not feeling wanted, like a burden, i was like

Are you spying on me, Liv? Have you been talking to my therapist? What is going on??

Then Yoongi was like: “You’re leaving?”

And I was like

Listen, this man could get anything he wants from me, just by making that face. I would give him anything and everything. Take it, is yours.

The Kid’s anxiety showed up to the party and my own anxiety just came as my plus one, i guess, cause again, Liv has that kind of power. But hear me out, what absolutely BROKE ME was Kid trying to convince herself that she doesn’t need him, that she’ll be fine without him, cause she is so sure he won’t show up. The way she is getting ready to be hurt, putting all these walls up, that hits a little close to me.

THEN THE TENSION OMG THE TENSION

The way Kid was dying to let out all that anger... i don’t really blame her, she was suffering long before he got there, cause lets be real, anxiety has that power over you. 

Then the text and Kid was like

And Yoongi was like

It was kinda funny, but i was just to nervous to laugh.

When he said “Kid, please talk to me.” i just started screaming.

TALK TO HIM, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JUST TALK TO HIM

“I had to work up the courage to even ask you to spend time with me tonight and it’s not a good feeling for you to act like you’re being burdened by being here,”

“I’m not burdened by being here, and I’m not burdened by you. Ever. I want to be here, I love you,” he told you sadly.

SADLY

HE SAID S A D L Y

This right here is whats kills me about Yoongi, the way he’s always terrified at the mere thought of hurting Kid. Always so careful, always apologizing, always making amends, like everything is his fault, cause it must be, right? Is always him.

God, i wanna hug him... why does he feels like this?

“Jesus christ, Kid.” Siri, why do i feel like dying everytime Yoongi says that?

“Why are you even still here? Now you want to stay and fight?”

OH THE MEMORIES

The fact that i knew EXACTLY what she was talking about, cause i was reading that story yesterday. Why?

“You haven’t always been the type to stick it out and fight for me, that’s all,”

KID FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP

“It sounds like you’re hurt, Kid,” I AM, SIR, I AM VERY MUCH HURT BY ALL THIS, THANK YOU VERY MUCH

“you don’t have the power over me to hurt me, especially over something that happened almost a year ago” OH THE LIES

The Kid was just trying to understand the rollercoaster of emotions she was feeling like...

“why is he still here? why he still loves me? is this real life?”

I could relate to Kid so much in this, it was painful. 

And the way Yoongi was hurting... i can’t. I don’t know how to deal with all of this.

And then he said “My love for you isn’t conditional,” and i just DIED. 

I don’t know what to do with all of this, all i know this is one of the best stories you have ever written, Liv. Angst suits you.

I know this is one of your stories that i’ll read over and over, forever. The one i’ll always go back to when i need it. You really killed this, bestie.

And me.

You killed me.

There’s a beautiful brazilian expression that says “um tiro doeria menos” and i think it is perfect for this.

Love you, bestie. Can’t wait for the next one <3 

namjoon x reader (oc) genre: angst; fluff/comfort word count: 2.9K

a/n: hi lovelies! This fic takes place right after “Is that drawer still available?” in which reader/Daisy decides to stop resisting her feelings for Joon. So they just had sex and she feels like she owes him an explanation for her past behavior. This is where we get a glimpse into Daisy’s previous relationship. I hope you all enjoy and thanks for reading! :))

Your labored breath had finally slowed as you relaxed against the body of the man who laid beside you, tangled in sheets, skin glistening with a sheen of sweat. Inhaling the scent of him, exhaling the trepidation you previously felt in his presence, you finally felt free to care for Namjoon fully.

Dragging your finger over his abdomen and chest, you smiled at the way he twitched slightly when the touch of your fingertip tickled him. He was so gentle. Though he was curious about your past, he didn’t push you to talk about it. Your behavior over the course of your relationship with Namjoon warranted an explanation, he deserved a glimpse into the baggage that you were buried underneath. Yet, he seemed to simply accept that you had your reasons for being guarded, and he trusted you that they were real and valid.

A chuckle rumbled against his chest before emitting into the peaceful quiet that surrounded you both, pulling you from your thoughts and placing you back into the moment.

“That was,” he exhaled contentedly, “wow.”

Giggling at the comment, you pressed your face against his pectoral, placing a kiss to his warm skin. He was right. The sex with Namjoon had always been good, ever since the first night. But there was something about having each other without your inhibition and the uncertainty of a tomorrow, that made it very much wow.

jungkook x reader (oc) genre: smut; fluff word count: 6.4K

a/n: hi lovelies! Ok so lol here’s this 6,000 word fic where jk and holly/reader have sex for the first time lmao. Does it need to be this long? Probably not. Am I mad about it? Nope, absolutely not. Holly is a virgin and she’s feeling very confused by Jungkook’s mixed signals and acting kind of, well, silly. And our fav boy is just horribly unaware and so super considerate lmao. This is also loosely inspired by ‘goodnight n go’ by Ariana Grande but like only a little bc I got carried away. Anyways, I hope you all enjoy and thanks for reading! :)) 

Having Jungkook seated on the opposite end of your couch was frustrating. Jungkook was frustrating. In all his perfection, sitting there like a literal god, he paid you no mind as you pined for him from a few feet away. He was confusing and cocky and way too attractive for his own good, and all you wanted was him. All of him.

But lately, he was so hot and cold. One moment, he was arriving at your apartment and kissing you as soon as you opened the door to greet him. And the next, he was sitting across the sofa from you, not granting you a single touch from his perfect fingers.

Up until a couple weeks ago, you and Jungkook couldn’t keep your hands off each other. Or your eyes. Especially your minds, your thoughts being taken over by one another since the day you met. From the start, it was like you were drawn to each other like magnets. And what made it worse was that he fit into your life like a best friend, matching you at every joke and every attempt at teasing, unafraid to poke fun right back.

Perhaps that’s where your concerns came in. Because at the start, you felt like you were both on the same page, feeling the same draw to each other. He wanted you as badly as you wanted him. But as time went on, he made less efforts to be with you, and seemed more content with just being friends. Did you joke about being friends too much, that he started to believe it? Was it ever a joke to begin with for him? Maybe Jungkook was just your friend.

Who you occasionally made out with… why was he so confusing?

“It’s not heavy. I’m stronger than I look.”

(Request also for: "You can borrow mine.")

namjoon x reader (oc) genre: fluff word count: 700+

Exiting the grocery store, you shivered at the cool temperature of the outdoor air. The day had become overcast quickly, a storm front working its way into the area.

Namjoon noticed the way your body tensed as you walked down the street, both of you with grocery bags in hand, keeping you from wrapping your arms around yourself. Smirking at your chilled presence, your boyfriend wordlessly stopped walking, setting the bags on the ground.

Turning, flashing him a look of confusion, you watched as he slipped out of his jacket before looking at you with a dimply grin.

“You can borrow mine,” he offered it to you, meeting your gaze to find you already shaking your head.

“I’m not letting you freeze,” you told him.

“Babe,” he held the jacket out to you. “Just take it.”

“It’s two sugars, right?”

yoongi x reader (oc) genre: fluff word count: 800+

a/n: This one got a little long but I just love the idea of shy Yoon showing Kid/reader his studio for the first time, ok? Ok. I hope you all enjoy lovelies! Thanks for reading :))

Following a few steps behind Yoongi as he shuffled down the hall in his slippers, you had to hold back a smile at how adorable and shy he had become since you stepped into his company’s building.

“This place is big,” you noted dumbly, watching as Yoongi’s shoulders shook slightly. Unfortunately, you could only see his back, missing out on the adorable gummy grin you adored so much. “Obviously,” you mumbled to yourself, a bit shyly, Yoongi looking over his shoulder at you, finally revealing that smile to you.

“Is it overwhelming?” He asked you, making you cock your head to the side in thought.

“A bit,” you smiled.

“Here,” he nodded down a hallway. “My studio is over here.”

Passing by a few other doors, which you could only assume led to the studios of his fellow rap line members, the man halted in front of one of them. Glancing to the floor, you found yourself being flipped off by a cartoon cat printed on the floor mat with the words go away.

Giggling, you looked up to meet Yoongi’s gaze as he held back a smile. “Charming,” you noted teasingly, both of you laughing lightly just before he entered his passcode into the door.

❃Pairing: f reader x Jungkook ❃Genre: Sub!Jungkook, 18+M, 3.5k words, oneshot ❃Synopsis: It all started off as a prank until your baby boy surprised you with pretty black silk panties. ❃Warnings: noona kink, pranking, baby boy kink, teasing, handjob, oral (fem receiving), dirty talk, sub!jungkook, dom!reader, hair pulling, biting, rutting, whining, crying, teasing, edging, masturbation, multiple orgasms, praise kink, Kook in PANTIES BECAUSE I’M WEAK FOR HIM AND MY FINGERS TYPE WHAT THEY WANT sorry not sorry. This was edited quickly.

“Noona? Are you mad at me?” Cautiously Jungkook walks into the bedroom completely at a loss as to why you’ve been ignoring him all day. When he tries to come closer, you still don’t reply. He seems perplexed, not really sure what he might have done to garner this reaction from you. A small pout begins to form on his lips, and he paces back and forth a few times before walking back out of the room.

— vincent van gogh     [ insp ]

↳ Index [Drabble 04 - Dessert]

“You thought he meant actual dessert when he promised you dessert back at his place, he soons proofs you wrong however. Or alternatively: You ride Taehyungs face in front of a fireplace.”

Genre: Smut, established relationship, also some Fluff

Warnings: clothed footjob, yes Taehyung has a foot fetish, oral sex (f.recieving), face sitting on a rug, Taehyung treats her so well I am combusting, he is also so whipped for her hngng

Wordcount: 3.064

a/n: Inspired by this post @jenjensworld tagged me in hgngn. I couldn’t help myself, I spiralled far too much not to write this drabble jsjfss. Also italic indicates the readers thoughts.

Taehyung has his hand on your lower back as he leads you back to his apartment, nonsense melody leaving his lips in a quiet hum. He had been in a good mood since that morning. Who could blame him, he had all the right to. Today marks the day he officially became editor-in-chief for HAUTE COUTURE, exactly one year and four months ever since that fateful day he was transferred to printing as punishment for sleeping with you. There was a grand party in the office to celebrate his new position, everyone came and even Yoongi congratulated him with a handshake. Jimin organised the champagne and Jungkook the food. Hoseok made sure the music was “bopping”- as he put it - and Namjoon had decorated the break room with the help of his team wonderfully. Even Seokjin and his heavily pregnant wife came in the later afternoon hours to congratulate Taehyung. Yes people really liked Taehyung again and they were more than happy to welcome him back into the office. He deserves it.

Taehyung however soon left the party with you by his side, he had planned something else for the two of you. A dinner at the citys finest French restaurants. An expensive eight course meal with expensive wine, Taehyung had been out to treat you. And yes you bickered about paying the bill, you had insisted he needn’t pay your half of the meal and he insisted that it was all part of the celebration. In the end you gave in, he had looked so happy paying those six hundred bucks you couldn’t possibly take this happiness from him. Rich people, dramatic eye roll. 

seokjin x reader (oc) genre: fluff word count: 1.5K

a/n: Hi lovelies! Well, as some of you know I am posting engagement fics this week. And well, Jin and Poopsie/reader took their engagement to the cherry blossoms in Japan because Jin once promised he would take her to see them in “For you darling, I would collect every cherry blossom in Korea. And Japan-no- in the world” and our man keeps his word. I hope you all enjoy, and thanks for reading! :))

Strolling down the pathway, everything was soaked in the prettiest pink hue. Your eyes attempted to drink it all in, but you couldn’t quite become accustomed to the picturesque scenery. A light squeeze on your hand brought your attention from the cherry blossoms surrounding you to meet your boyfriend’s soft gaze.

“You look stunning,” he complimented, a small smile appearing on your face as you sighed contentedly.

“Not that it’s a competition but I’m pretty sure you look way more beautiful than me right now,” you shifted the compliment back on Seokjin.

“Not true,” he instantly protested. “That would be impossible.”

Giggling at his widened eyes as he adamantly disagreed with you, you brought your hand to the side of his face. Stroking his cheek gently, your eyes flickered to his lips for a moment.

“I wouldn’t be so sure, Jinnie, pink always was your color,” you flirted sincerely, watching as a bashful smile overtook the man’s features, his cheeks becoming more plush as his eyes crinkled in the corners.