Chronically exhausted artist

Planning the colors for the woodcut. Amazingly, the stuff I ordered to make woodcuts was delivered today as well. Well except for the wood. I hope I actually did order that and didn't forget it and my brain hallucinated that info as if briefly syncing into chatgpt. If not, I hope I still have some wood left in the workshop that could work for this.

Turned out better than I thought it would. I am trying not to let mydamn perfectionism win eugh

Went to a small concert in the park with my mom yesterday. Was already tired because insomnia and nightmares. Then sat in an uncomfortable chair for 3 hours, which is great when you have a fucked up shoulder that makes sitting like a normal person for several hours a rather painful ordeal.

Then today I slept til 1pm, only got up because the humidity and the heat in my bedroom got unbearable. Went downstairs, forced myself to eat some leftovers, then tried to start my day and get to work.

Lets just say I barely made it through my lazy-people workout routine (which i hate but I have to keep my shoulder and back in working order somehow or it gets worse) before I realized: yeah this day is a write off. Nearly keeled over from dizzyness and that nearly triggered a panic attack. Cuz why the hell not, we might as well do the full program, Satan said.

Geistesblitz:

finally finished the sketch and didn't even forget the feathers this time