Heya! This is one of the people who usually stayed on anon. I know itās been a while, I hope youāve been doing better, even with all the chaos that is 2020, and I hope lil Sams doing alright too in his new home!
Hey! It has been a while... and I promise there is a reason for that.
Short answer: Im in a better place and a lot happier now.
Longer answer: Originally this all started as a fun lil post and then people became interested and started asking questions and asking for updates.
When I started this blog I was in a really rough place, even if I didnt realize it at the time. And its in hindsight that I realize that this was my method of trying to cope. It was all definately fun and it helped to pass the days by. But thats what my life had turned into- Just waiting for the day to be over so I could go back to bed and sleep.
When I moved from the first place you guys saw, I went back home and it all got worse. My mental health was in the gutter and I basically isolated myself into my room. I was miserable.
So I stopped. A lot of things.
Finally I stood up and demanded change in my life.
Im in a new place again and have been working/ living here for the past few months- and already I feel so much happier than I have since graduating highschool. I feel a bit like myself again and dont constantly have a stormcloud above my head.
"So... what now?" I bet you guys are wondering... and I guess now is as good of a time as any.
I'm officially going to close this blog. Im not gonna delete anything but Im just going to.. leave it here. I dont really need it anymore and I think we've all had our fun with it. ^^
I still have Sam and all his lil props that I've made and collected for him over our time together. And I still use Sam himself for some of my Tiktok cosplay videos (@/jellyfishdoodler if yall are interested-) and other photos! He's still here, but mostly chilling on my shelf with my other plushies.
I want to thank you guys. For supporting our shenanigans and myself the whole way through. But if theres anything to take away from this I guess is just... remember to have fun. Theres so much going on all the time in the world and people forget to just.. enjoy themselves and the things they are able to create. Either birthing it from a dark place in your life or raising it in your happiest moments. Allow yourself to smile and laugh at the little things that make you happy, and dont let anybody take that away from you. Things will get better, but sometimes you have to stand up and make the change for yourself.
Thank you so much for being here and I hope that this blog was able to make you smile at least a little bit. Remember to love yourselves and each other.
Goodbye. š
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