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“I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here.”

“It took you 5 months to fall in love with me, and 5 days to fuck her, so fuck you.”

You wouldn't fight for me

“I want my first marriage to be my only marriage.”

“Always defend your right to heal at your own pace. You are taking your time. You are allowed to take your time.”

“I want to be the person you’re afraid to lose.”

“Before falling in love with me, you must know about the constant meltdowns, and the nights of endless tears. You must know about my damaged heart, and my broken soul. Be aware that I never sleep at night, and sometimes I talk in my sleep. You must know about my need for your love, as well as my distant personality and constant fear of losing you. And know about my terrible fear of spiders, and the way I eat too fast for my own good. But once you fall in love with that part of me, you can fall in love with my tender smile and warm embrace. You can fall in love with that part of me, you can fall in love with the way I’ll warm your hands in mine, and tickle your feet with my toes. You can fall in love with the way I’ll make you soup when you’re sick, and how I’ll kiss you when you get hurt. Fall in love with the way I laugh, and the soft spoken words of encouragement I’ll give to you. You can either fall in love with me as a whole, or not love me at all.”

“I will remember the kisses our lips raw with love and how you gave me everything you had and how i offered you what was left of me.”

“When people don’t express themselves, they die one piece at a time. You’d be shocked at how many adults are really dead inside–walking through their days with no idea who they are.”

“Sometimes a girl just needs to hear that she’s worth it”

“I just want to sleep. A coma would be nice. Or amnesia. Anything, just to get rid of this, these thoughts, whispers in my mind.”

“I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here.”

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“People say never give up, but sometimes giving up is the best option because you realize you’re just wasting your time.”

“This year I only want to be around the people that love me, not the people that pretend they do.”