Faith/Co

As usual, nothing about the cover equals what is in the chapter. We are close... SO CLOSE! But not yet...

As we saw, Doumeki tries to stand at Yashiro's request and is so dizzy Yashiro gets concerned and helps him to his bed.

Doumeki grabs Yashiro's hand and asks him not to leave, and then faints.

Yashiro being the good nurse he is, stays and nurses Doumeki while he sleeps.

Doumeki wakes up, feeling better, and finds Yashiro asleep by the bed.

This sight is a surprise to Doumeki and like always, a tender moment is interrupted.

Tsunakawa calls and tells Doumeki to come see him, and Yashiro wakes up.

Seeing Doumeki's distress, he asks if Tsunakawa called, then apologizes for falling asleep because Doumeki wouldn't let go of his hand and he felt compelled to take care of him. (Sure....)

Doumeki asks why Yashiro came there before (when Kamiya and mama were there). Yashiro pretends he can't remember why, and asks Doumeki if letting mama leave was good idea. Doumeki asks Yashiro if he ever said they were dating.

Doumeki explains that she was a childhood friend and that's all. He says that he was a "tattoo practice table" HAHAHAH!

Yashiro tries to avoid confrontation by saying that he doesn't care who Doumeki sees and he can have sex with anyone.

Doumeki raises his voice and tells Yashiro that even now he's still chasing him and asks if Yashiro is behaving this way because he's "running away." He asks him if it's better if Yashiro hears it from Doumeki's own mouth that he still thinks of him.

Doumeki tells him "Do you really think I'll fall in love with someone other than you?"

Pretty sure we all feel this scene. Doumeki tells Yashiro everything and we see a series of flashbacks of when he came to work for Tsunakawa and when he eventually ran into Yashiro again. He tells him he was jealous and stupid. He wanted to avoid Yashiro until he could stand shoulder to shoulder with him as equals. But he couldn't help it once he'd seen him.

Doumeki touches Yashiro's face and asks if he can see. He asks if it's his fault that this happened 4 years ago.

This exchange needs a real translator to word it right, but it appears that Yashiro tells him that it's not his fault and that Doumeki always blaming himself is too much for Yashiro. (I might be off the mark. He says he's being too self-conscious about it, but I get the feeling that this is the part that Yashiro always "hated" about Doumeki. The part of him that makes him want to "destroy" him.) Doumeki says "To me you are a kind, strong and beautiful person."

Yashiro is annoyed now and doesn't want to listen to this anymore.

Yashiro asks why he is telling him this now, after hiding it for so long. Why tell him now?

Doumeki doesn't answer.

And now it's time to stand on business. Come on, Yashiro!!!! CHASE HIM!!!

That's 64. (SOBBBBBBBBBING!!!!!!!!!!)

Boy oh boy was that DARK! Yes, confessions. Yashiro got all of it at once! But OMG, I don't know what Doumeki is thinking because the face he leaves with is determined!!!

Maybe I wasn't ready after all!!!

As usual, nothing about the cover equals what is in the chapter. We are close... SO CLOSE! But not yet...

As we saw, Doumeki tries to stand at Yashiro's request and is so dizzy Yashiro gets concerned and helps him to his bed.

Doumeki grabs Yashiro's hand and asks him not to leave, and then faints.

Yashiro being the good nurse he is, stays and nurses Doumeki while he sleeps.

Doumeki wakes up, feeling better, and finds Yashiro asleep by the bed.

This sight is a surprise to Doumeki and like always, a tender moment is interrupted.

Tsunakawa calls and tells Doumeki to come see him, and Yashiro wakes up.

Seeing Doumeki's distress, he asks if Tsunakawa called, then apologizes for falling asleep because Doumeki wouldn't let go of his hand and he felt compelled to take care of him. (Sure....)

Doumeki asks why Yashiro came there before (when Kamiya and mama were there). Yashiro pretends he can't remember why, and asks Doumeki if letting mama leave was good idea. Doumeki asks Yashiro if he ever said they were dating.

Doumeki explains that she was a childhood friend and that's all. He says that he was a "tattoo practice table" HAHAHAH!

Yashiro tries to avoid confrontation by saying that he doesn't care who Doumeki sees and he can have sex with anyone.

Doumeki raises his voice and tells Yashiro that even now he's still chasing him and asks if Yashiro is behaving this way because he's "running away." He asks him if it's better if Yashiro hears it from Doumeki's own mouth that he still thinks of him.

Doumeki tells him "Do you really think I'll fall in love with someone other than you?"

Pretty sure we all feel this scene. Doumeki tells Yashiro everything and we see a series of flashbacks of when he came to work for Tsunakawa and when he eventually ran into Yashiro again. He tells him he was jealous and stupid. He wanted to avoid Yashiro until he could stand shoulder to shoulder with him as equals. But he couldn't help it once he'd seen him.

Doumeki touches Yashiro's face and asks if he can see. He asks if it's his fault that this happened 4 years ago.

This exchange needs a real translator to word it right, but it appears that Yashiro tells him that it's not his fault and that Doumeki always blaming himself is too much for Yashiro. (I might be off the mark. He says he's being too self-conscious about it, but I get the feeling that this is the part that Yashiro always "hated" about Doumeki. The part of him that makes him want to "destroy" him.) Doumeki says "To me you are a kind, strong and beautiful person."

Yashiro is annoyed now and doesn't want to listen to this anymore.

Yashiro asks why he is telling him this now, after hiding it for so long. Why tell him now?

Doumeki doesn't answer.

And now it's time to stand on business. Come on, Yashiro!!!! CHASE HIM!!!

That's 64. (SOBBBBBBBBBING!!!!!!!!!!)

Boy oh boy was that DARK! Yes, confessions. Yashiro got all of it at once! But OMG, I don't know what Doumeki is thinking because the face he leaves with is determined!!!

Maybe I wasn't ready after all!!!