how could you? i seriously hope for your sake that she was worth losing me, and also worth breaking me into pieces. i trusted you, i loved you, and i stood by you no matter what. i wanted you to be my husband someday, do you know how big of a deal that is for me? for someone like me who is deathly afraid of commitment i wanted forever with you. i was never enough. and i continue asking God why am i not enough? i know i’m enough but it doesn’t feel like it because of how you treat me. do you know the amount of guys i’ve turned down and was never once unloyal to you and you couldn’t do the same for me. that hurts. you don’t love me if you can look me in the eyes knowing that you’re lying and cheating the whole time. i was happy. God for the first time in my life i was happy. and just like that it’s shattered and i feel so empty. and i don’t really remember my life without you but now i have to learn how to live without you. i’m so heartbroken that you of all people broke my heart, as if everyone in my life hasn’t disappointed me enough already since i was a freaking child. i trusted you. i’m so sick, it’s hard to even finish a meal now knowing what you did you really broke me and you’re so selfish for that. i’m sick i’m literally sick i was healthy and happy and i’m watching before my eyes myself turn into skin and bones cause i can’t even keep food down let alone eat it. and it’s 3:18 in the morning right now and i can’t sleep. all i do is cry and wish this was a nightmare. so i just want to say, fuck you. i loved you.
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