mentally ill gay person

What was your gay/queer awakening?

All sexualities and genders are welcome

Mine was the fact I was in a dance class growing up and allllll the girls changed in the same room and the gay ass feelings arrived

And then after that I just stopped giving a fuck I had a crush on no matter gender

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Eggplant's first grocery run

Like zanka just straight up dies and he's stuck haunting the well, and everyone knows that well is fucking haunted. The nijikus completely decimated any rumors about zanka's death (a giver, they say. Filthy dependents. But we assure you, zanka did not go down without a fight. He's not that weak.) before it could be connected to the well, but suspicion persists

Sometimes, at the dead of night, you can see him: a young student wearing the hell guard academy's uniform, sitting on the edge of the well, facing towards the deep end. No one tries to get close. It feels like something bad will happen if they do- not to them, but to the young man (Zanka Nijiku, dead at the age of 14. Barely even a man.)

"Wouldnt he rot and it would smell" thinkinggg that lovely assistaff helped preserve his body, grieving for her Giver that she wasnt even able to properly meet yet. Yknow how you need anima to activate your jinki. Have you ever heard of a jinki using anima to keep their giver's body up and running. Yfm

Zanka's self-loathing was so immense that anima still remained with Lovely after his death, which she in turn used to preserve the body. If you go down the well, youll see Zanka Nijiku "sleeping" against a wooden staff. Theres grass underneath your feet, even though the soil has long since been infertile

Anyways KILL THAT BOY

(What if he thinks of this as proof of him being another failure? That he can't do something as simple as communicating)

Was this based on me going 'what on earth is this word' in both languages I speak? Yes, yes it is

Anything related to language with Zanka SIGN ME UP

I dont think how he was raised would make it less likely for Zanka to experience that anyway...even with like one language we can still have difficulties finding the right word to say

So its even more frustrating for Zanka considering he knows 2 languages 😭😭😭 Like if he can't even explain the word in Japanese thats when you know he's REALLY stumped

enjin: aw what are you even doing down there little one

alien zanka: blup gworpwhy can't i die. just drop dead. glorp 👽👽👽

So Zanka ends up visiting the Lovely Assistree every chance he gets but it's also a bit weird because teeeechnically he's jinki-less now and its messing with him real bad not just in how he feels but also his role in the Cleaners bc WDYM HE'S A SUPPORTER NOW