Not Me

it's normal to like blood it's very normal

Will's daily affirmations

sometimes, if i think about it for too long, i feel ashamed again. of liking girls, of losing faith in God. just innate shame of myself. i like to think it's ok that i don't care about the church, or the beliefs instilled in me since i was born, or the ten commandments and sinning. but i still kneel at the confessional, and say my sins, and i cry to the father or to God or whoever's listening, but i never repent. i don't feel bad for liking girls, or wishing i was a boy, or for missing my daily prayers. but something inside me claws at the walls of my body, telling me that everything inside me is shameful, so i confess it anyway. because i'm still scared of hell, and i'd like to believe that if i do this, then maybe, God might be merciful enough to save me anyway

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