jay

what am i doing

my biggest goal in life is to never have to ever worry about money. I want to get to the point where ANYONE ik could ask me for money or for something and i wouldn’t even have to worry about any typa “financial damage” it would cause. Not only that i want to be grounded as a person. I want to be real and genuine. TRULY real and TRULY genuine. not just in name alone. I wanna be the least judgmental person on earth. I want the first thing I see in people to be their humanity. and i want that genuine demeanor to be reflected through my music as well. In a way that people listen and feel that it’s truly coming from a place of love. I’m not going to say that i “wish” my life was like that rn bc we wish for things we cannot have. this is a life i “want” to have because i can have it. Hopefully, or rather, with time, i will live this life. #amenandmanifesting

i feel so, overlooked. and i feel like the person that overlooks me the most is myself.

nobody ik even uses tumblr lol i feel #free

i stop operating through fear from today

the day i’m able to freely buy homer jewelry is the day ik ive made it