âSo youâre, uh, youâre basically telling me Iâm screwed now, huh?â Michaela asked Jae with a small smile. âSeems like sheâs not half bad at it. The um, the whole matchmake thing. So, how are you two, anyways? Itâs just weird, I guess? Not a bad weird or anything, but the entire time I knew you, it was just you and I. You were like my sister and now, you have this whole family of your own. Itâs just crazy to think about is all. And I know. I just sometimes wish it could? Maybe just one thing? But, you should never feel guilty for letting yourself be carefree and happy, Arty. You donât need me to be that girl. Sheâs always been with you, just waiting to come out,â Hayden promised her. Scrunching up her nose lightly as Jae asked her what her tattoo was, turning around and hiking up the back of her shirt to reveal a watercolor wilting rose tattoo where half of the rose where the wilting and falling petals were black and white and the few petals still clinging to life were in different shades of rosy pink. âBefore you say it, I know roses as basic, but I was drun-â She stopped herself mid lie. Letting out a deep breath before starting again, âManic and I guess a dying flower just felt right at the time. I donât really remember getting it much? And um, seeing that I was also dealing with nymph stuff for the first time, that would have been a fairly uh, long list. And, you donât really have to say anything. Itâs not really anything to be there for⌠itâs just me? My brain just works a bit differently. But, um⌠can you not, uh, tell anyone? I just donât really feel like I can be some bipolar spokesperson in the media?â