Jack! You should try talking it out with Dave. Tell him how you feel, how from your perspective how tiring and agonising this whole situation is.
Dave cares about you a lot. I'm sure he'll understand you.
> Fuck you! Quit giving me those puppy dog eyes! Itâs not gonna work this time, no, youâre not gonna ruin my life and waltz back in like weâre still friends. I only liked you when I hated myself. Get it through that fucking lobotomized skull, you purple leech.
> ⌠Do you even realize what youâre sayinâ to me, Sportsy?
> I know exactly what Iâm saying! You deaf too, you bastard?
> I didnât ask for your help! Yâknow, Sportsy, I coulda been perfectly fine rotting in that alleyway! You didnât HAVE to drag me back to your home just to fuckinâ chew me out you goddamn hypocrite! What the fuck is wrong with you?!
> It was a moment of weakness. Never in my right mind would I ever let you back in here!
> Sportsy, I know that ainât really what you think, so can you stop beinâ so goddamn difficult and just tell me what the hell is pissinâ you off today?
> Today? Today?! Youâve been making my life fucking miserable since the moment I met you! You saw I was struggling, you noticed that I hated the company, and instead of leaving me well enough alone, you took advantage of me and made me do your fucking dirty work! I was prepared to do good, I was prepared to save whatever kid was stupid enough to let your cryptid ass lure them into the backroom, but god, when offered with the opportunity to burn it all down, I took it! I couldnât have met a worse person, someone who fed into that fucking hate and malice and made me worse!
> Youâreâ Youâre blaming me? Sportsy, Youâre grown! You are a grown man, you made your own goddamn decision! How are you being so childish right now?! Stop tryinâ to escape the parts you donât like about yourself, just deal with âem like every other adult!
> I killed children! Little kids!
> And thatâs somehow my fault?
> If youâd have never been there, I never would have done it.
> But you did, you stupid motherfucker, you did! So grow up!
> If you werenât so fucking obsessed with the legacy of a man that doesnât even love you, I would never be here! Iâd still be living my shitty existence with my shitty family in a shitty house that I couldnât afford in a shitty world with a shitty job! Your bullfuckery cost me a life, it costed dozens of kids their futures, it destroyed families! Telling me to grow up?? You can only do whatever the fuck your daddy tells you to do!
> Do you know what the hell this means to me? Do you even understand why Iâm doinâ this at all? Itâs âcause I trust him, Sportsy, I trust him with my life âcause heâs saved it over and over again! You donât know whatâs happened to me, you donât know what the hell Iâve seen, what Henryâs dragged me out of! Youâll never fuckinâ understand what he means to me!
> Youâre right. I donât know. Although what I do know, as any other sane, rational person would, is that whatever heâs done for you, it does not justify snuffing out the lives of little kids as some twisted form of gratitude.
> Youâre beinâ really unfair!
> Unfair?? I didnât realize murder was unfair! Okay, you should have every right to take someone elseâs life! Itâs only fair! Itâs only right âcause itâs Henry!
> Youâre just sayinâ that âcause you ainât never had a dad, you donât know what the fuck Iâd lose if I didnât satisfy him!
> Yeah, turns out I ainât brain dead, you soulless bastard. I remember everything youâve ever told me. Everything you spilled outta those rotten guts in Vegas. You wanna know why, you sick fuck? âCause I liked you. I liked how you treated me, like a person. Lookinâ at me witâ them doe eyes, so fuckinâ receptive and so goddamn⌠affectionate.
> Look, Sportsy, I know you whether you want me to or not. I know you donât hate me, I know you never did. I donât hate you neither. Itâs not a question of if youâre ashamed of what youâve done or whether itâs my fault or notâ you like me. You are so fuckinâ violated to know that I can see through you. Sometimes thatâs what I like about you, but right now itâs pissinâ me off. Lay down the goddamn charades and tell me what you want without usinâ any of that goddamn language you were dishinâ out earlier.
> Stop making it impossible for me to like you.
> ⌠I can be close with Henry and still be your friend, Sportsyâ
> No, you canât! My entire reason for existence is to right Henryâs wrongs! My best friend cannot be his fucking protĂŠgĂŠ! Dave, you donât understand what this is doing to me! I want you more than I want to do good in the world! Do you realize how sincerely fucked up that is?!
> ⌠Youâre not the only one who feels this way, Sportsy. This is puttinâ me in a uncomfortable position too. Youâre askinâ me for a lot.
> I didnât realize not murdering anyone required serious introspection.
> Gah, itâs not just about the murder, get over it! Thatâs all you ever wanna fuckinâ talk about! The very fuckinâ notion that I should lay all my loyalties down for the likes of you is downright insultingâ the one who abandoned me after givinâ me a taste of humanity! Yer a joke and a conman and I cannot fuckinâ stand you!
> Yet I care about what you think of me, which is the wildest part of it all! I want you to like me again, but as youâve so clearly forced down my throat, you wonât do it again unless I betray my own father! Unless I submit to YOUR goddamn ideology! Is it just that youâre usinâ me? Do you just want another pair of hands just like I asked for yours all those years ago? Trynna worm your way into a heartless vessel, are ya? All I got left is my brain, Sportsy, and you and that pink fuck are rippinâ it apart at the seams! Gah!
> You ainât blameless yourself, anyhow! What, you had one good trip on ether and decided you were a saint? Youâve killed same as me, donât you dare try and look down on me like youâre any better! So easily persuaded to kill, so easily persuaded to spareâ can you ever make up your goddamn mind, or are you just gonna let people boss you around your entire afterlife? Yer like a fuckinâ sheep, like goddamn livestock for people that wanna use you! Turns out we ainât so different after all, huh?!
> GOD, YOUâRE SUCH A FUCKING PLAGUE!
> I WISH I NEVER TOLD YOU TO SKIP WORK! I WISH I MAIMED YOU IN THAT SPRINGLOCK SUIT, I WISH EVERY RIGGED PIECE IN THAT FUCKINâ THING WRANG THE LIFE OUTTA YOU OUT FOR GOOD! GOD, I WISH YOU WERE FUCKINâ DEAD!
> ⌠You⌠You wish you what�
