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... i-... I've been trying really hard . like.... REALLY hard. I'm trying . I swear I want to get along but- that woman she just makes my blood boil. it's like she can't tell that I'm trying to get along with her. maybe I'm going about this wrong. maybe just listening to her like her servant isn't trying to get along. but if I dont- sh.... i feel worthless. but then again that's just me giving in. feeling worthless... idk.. i can't even cry over it I'm just done. I'm full of her bullshit. *sigh* should I just endure it for two more years... idk. but my friends are really nice. I really like my friends. wow I'm so lucky :)))) I just realized that I've been starving myself over her. hah. it's not worth it is it. but I do anyways. I should stop. I don't want anyone to worry for me but I'm starting to worry for myself. i- I need help but I'm too scared to ask. we'll see.

LOL

hey guys! so... yeah it's been a while haha.. well anyways, I've been doing some self-loving recently and I'm really making some progress! I think I've become more open about what I want to become and what I want to achieve with myself. Compared to before... I was very scared of what people would think of me. but now... well I'm not completely "out" yet but I began to open up about it more 😂 even if my friends are a bit frustrated with me because I don't explain myself well-- so it'll seem very... random 😂😂😂 uuuuuuhhhhmm also I got asked to prom huh... YEET alright

please i’m begging you stop messing with me because i’m not messing with you... can’t you tell? should i be more obvious? i- *sigh* okay :)) i forgive you anyways because you’re cute like that..

u h m i think i’m in love with them right now :(

y’all this gif is just rude ?

jimin’s TiNy hands and IM SO SOFT FOR THESE BOYS??? look at his hands LOOK AT THEM?? how ? i’m shook ?

lol idk idk what i’m doing but i’m why now uwu okay