My brain is on maximum overdrive rn and I genuinely wish I could go out to take a walk but it's 12 AM and I am simply running on pure spite and frustration-- but I want my whimsy back. I want my unconditional love for this show to come back. I don't want to be stuck in this stew of frustration for TADC's narrative but it's so. goddamn. hard.

Please god take me back to when I was still stuck in the wishful thinking stage and only seeing the positives of the narrative this is genuinely mentally agonizing to go through ughhhhh

that he’s actually super smart, like genius

is that a quirk ? idk

top of his class, been offered scholarships, rejected all of them and chose a local college