welcome to jaxass

Dude.

The fact that jax's first instinct with Pomni's arrival is to make fun of her for thinking she is dreaming when he is for Real in total denial about the reality and humanity of everyone else in the circus is just delicious irony. "She still thinks this is a dream!" You think we the audience are on your side, laughing along. Who is really dreaming here buddy. Projecting hypocrite that you are (my fav character the whole wide wooorld)

Can't even be mad about being mischaracterized because there is no character to mis. Fuuuut

Btwww sourcemates (doubles included because we have almost everyone in here at this point wkdnwk) who wanna chat always feel free to send an ask or smthn. We're kinda skittish around DMs but laaaa lalala

While Zooble's gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia definitely play a role in their avatar being what it is in the circus, I also find it interesting that they have experience being a tattoo artist And a bartender And gave youtube a shot at 22. We don't really know what kind of dreams Zooble had for their life, aside from them stating they wanted to leave a mark on the world somehow. Being so young, I imagine they probably didn't have a very solid idea of how they were going to do that, either. I headcanon that part of the reason for Zooble's avatar being so mismatched and noncohesive is because they lived an eclectic life, struggling to settle into one career. Struggling to figure out what they want to do, who they are, what kind of mark they want to leave, and how the hell to even do that anyways.