sadboi nomo'

Sunset in the horizon

People on the sand

Darkness looming

Here I am still lonely

Driving 80kph in such heavy rain

Want to speed away with no limit

Ramdam ko bigla ang pagiging magisa.

How I wish na kasama kita dito, but sadly not.

If ever bumalik man ako dito, either masaya akong magisang nagmumunimuni or may kasama na nagpapangiti sa akin.

i said what i feel about you

yes i said i like you

even though i know you don’t like me

i said it because it’s what i feel about you

and i expect nothing from you

you said that you still like him, i accept that

you said that we can be friends, i know that

when we don’t know what to say, we laugh

I knew things will be different after all of this

but i did not expect that it will be like this

i said that things wouldn’t be awkward

but it is - for me at least

it’s almost a month since we had a convo

i knew things wouldn’t be the same,

as they used to good or bad it was

i just want us to be friends again

i want us to talk like before

i want to text you to message you

i hate this kind of situation

i hate that we ignore each other

fuck this awkwardness

why is it hard for me to talk to you?

why am i thinking that you hate me?

do you hate me?

i thought that i am mature when it come to this

I still remember the moment when I first saw you

As I walk pass down a store and there was you

Looking tired and restless but my eyes find you interesting

And I can feel my heart quickly beating

sa mga araw na ako’y nag-iisa

nasaan ka para ako’y damayan

at sa mga araw na ika’y nag-iisa

nasaan ako para ika’y damayan

parehas lang pala tayo wala’t para isa’t-isa

Ba’t natin hinahanap ang twina