ice queen

“I love you, but I’m alone.”

“1. you cannot love like a bullet, in a rush, with too much adrenaline, you’ll feel that quick regret you’ve aimed wrong 2. Sometimes you will breathe and nothing will come of it, you will live to the next moment, like wading in floodwater, with unclear motivation, and a sort of weariness, it’s ok. 3. Don’t let somebody ever talk you out of trusting your heart 4. A boy will rip you open, and light will flood into your soul for the first time in a long time. Let the initial shock roll off of you and enjoy it. 5. If you have to convince somebody to stay with you, they are already gone. 6. Growing will feel a lot like breaking, keep going. 7. You will feel more peaceful the more you obey your nature 8. If you spend too much time trying to decide what you want to be, all you will ever be known for is indecisiveness 9. The only love you have ever seen is the kind that eats people alive, the kind that wears a mask, I swear there is a better kind, there is a warmth you can trust. 10. The scars that will be the deepest and hardest to heal will not be from lovers.”

“Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.”