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FEELING THE SUDDEN URGE TO ERASE ALL EVIDENCE OF MY EXISTENCE FROM THE INTERNET AND THE PLANET AND SEE HOW MUCH NOBODY FUCKING CARES AND THAT IM SHITTY FOR THINKING PEOPLE CARE ABOUT ME OTHER THAN FAKING IT. I HAVE A LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON PLANET EARTH (EXCEPT FROM FUCKING BIGOTS AND RAPISTS AND SHIT LIEK THAT I FUCKING HATE THEM) AND I WISH IT WAS EITHER ONE OR THE OTHER. I AM VERY EASILY LED TO BELIEVE SOMEBODY LIKES ME WHEN THEY WANT ME TO KMS SO THATS WHY I HATE ALL OF YOU BUT I DONT I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH............

CLICHE BUT I FEEL LIKE EVERYONE HATES ME AND ITS MAKING ME SCARED AND ANGRY

I HATE KNOWING ALL MY FRIENDS MEAN MORE TO ME THAN I WILL EVER MEAN TO THEM. IM SORRY I KNOW IM JUST A LOSER ON THE INTERNET YOURE PRETENDING TO GET ALONG WITH BUT I CARE ABOUT YOU NOW SO PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME.

I HATE SCHOOL. EVERY MORNING I WAKE UP AND I THINK "THIS IS MY LIFE, IT WONT EVER STOP BEING LIKE THIS" AND SOMETIMES I CRY. SOMETIMES I GET MAD AND SCREAM. I DONT CARE ANY MORE TBH, NOBODY WANTS ME TO FEEL SAFE IT SEEMS LIKE. I HATE MY LIFE AND I HATE EVERYONE HERE.

I FEEL SO SELFISH KNOWING OTHERS HAVE 10× WORSE SITUATIONS THAN ME AND IM THE ONE SITTING HERE COMPLAINING. I WANT TO GIVE EVERY PERSON IVE EVER TREAT LIKE THAT A HUGE HUG BUT IM TOO SELF CENTERED. I NEED TO APOLOGISE INDIBIDUALLY TO EVERY PERSON ON EARTH AT THIS POINT, IM SORRY FOR YOUR HORRIBLE SITUATION AND IM SORRY FOR MAKING IT WORSE.

WHY DO I ACT LIKE EVERYONE OWES ME AN APOLOGY. IM SO SELFISH FOR PUTTING EVERYONE ON BLAST AS SOON AS ONE PERSON LEAVES ME ON READ. PLEASE DONT PITY ME BUT INSTEAD RIDICULE ME AND I WILL ENJOY IT.

I HATE YOU ALL YOU MAKE ME WANNA THROW UP NONE OF YOU ACTUALLY LIKE ME