Jamm

Okay! It's been a few months since the entire thing has transpired and I do say I apologize for how immature and insensitive I've acted in those months, it was not acceptable and I should've known better but now I do, it's completely okay if you don't forgive me, forgiveness is something that is earned, not deserved. I no longer interact with the Ask Goldie Anything community out of guilt for my actions and how I've intoxicated the fandom with me being in it and I'm sorry for anyone who feels like they can't look at AGA the same because of me. And I also no longer go by the name Jamm, I have a new name that I go by and my new friends address me by it while I interact with different fandoms, I won't disclose my new name or profiles or anything to stay anonymous and be comfortable with the new people i'm friends with, some of the people are aware of my actions but sees that I act differently now, I respect people's decisions and thoughts about me no matter how positive or negative it is. It's okay if you don't like me, it's okay if you hate, it's all justifyable. But what I've came here to say is I'm okay and I hope everybody else is okay too, I've been treating my new friends better and been less insensitive to them, I have a new autistic friend and I love him dearly as a friend and I respect him and listen to him and I've been recently educating myself about autism and I really think it is something special and not a bad thing! And I'm sorry about the xenophobic statement I've made about Arabs, I was saying something really stupid and I don't mind Arabic people, their culture is beautiful and it's insane for me to say something like that, and I apologize. And also the person that sent the anonymous message to softie was NOT me. I would never say something like that, the statement is incredibly stupid and that's not how I would handle things. But yeah! I've moved on and I'm carrying on with my life and trying not to let down newer friends, i'm sorry I've let you all down with my actions and I would delete them from existence if I could but I can't, that's why I'm taking accountability for the actions I've done and the best apology a person could give is acknowledge their wrong doings and change as a person and not demand forgiveness from the people they've wronged. I hope you all still continue to draw amazing content, like the Ask Goldie Anything stuff, the art you all have made is beautiful and I cherish it all and I am thankful I had the opportunity to see the range of art styles! I wish very good things to come your way and I promise I won't act the way I've acted in the past, and it's a promise I'm willing to keep dearest to me. But yes, don't worry about me, don't even think about me because I won't bother you guys ever again. But phew, I'm happy I wrote this, it's writing the last sentences of a book now closed forever, it's comforting.