reminder to self: one day it won’t bother you every night. one day it won’t even pass through your mind, not once.

When?

when you have felt all you can feel from it. when the time is right. when whatever lesson needs to be learned is learned.

I'm suffering in silence BTW just so you know I'm suffering but silently and without letting anyone know just in case you hadn't heard

the idea that dressed boring/plain means a person is boring is well... uh. ok. i'm going to be nice. some of us don't live in outfit world.

that period of time when a hyperfixation ends and you haven't found a replacement yet, that's the true definition of raw dogging life

maybe later we could hang out and take turns bursting into tears

I’m the kind of person that will restart a song because i got distracted and wasn’t appreciating it enough.

if you’re embarrassed by the person you were 5 years ago, good. bc it means you’ve grown. you’ve educated yourself and expanded your horizons. given half the chance, I’d deck 2011 me right in the face .