Have you seen your ex since ya'll broke up? Was it ok? I have to see mine soon.
I did. It was really fun and a growing experience.
For the first minute I couldn’t stop thinking about how pretty she was and how much I missed her and her freckles. She was extremely nervous to see me, and I was a little indifferent even though I predicted that I’d be anxious. Then we spoke about how we missed each others friendship, and then somewhere in the middle of everything we started to recognize the vast differences and conflicts in our personalities. I felt kind of nauseous and didn’t want to be around her anymore. I left victorious because I knew that we avoided a catastrophe.
I remember thinking that if I had a chance to date her again, that I most likely wouldn’t. When we met we were both in the proper situation to really appreciate each others personalities. But in this current moment, our new personalities are not supportive of our lifestyles. Plans change. You’ve got to really know yourself. If you really know yourself, then it’s really complicated to love someone because you know what you need. I don’t have time for wishing anymore. I don’t have time be empty, lonely, frustrated, heart broken, or anything like that which romantic relationships bring.
My life is radiating beauty, and I only have time for love and glory.
You shouldn’t worry either, because you’re better off babe.